zoey zoey zoey

2008-07-23T00:04:00.000-07:00

MOVED!

http://jellymonsterr.livejournal.com

2008-07-11T01:20:00.001-07:00

hello hello

okay i shall blog today ,

im like having fever or smth

lol so i dint go ta sch :D

lol superpig also nvr go , cause he is sick too :D

GET WELL SOON watermelon!

lol hahaha

okay so anyway , i did something really evil ytd i call someone fat ,

i dint mean it : (

it just slipped my mouth:(

please forgive me God for being so evil: (

i feel vry gulity

: (

HAHA

lol

haha so anyway , watched like dvds today

damn boring , have two tuition tmr. means

im gonna be super tired and busy

lol hahha

i finnally managed to dl windows live messanger

lol

i can like jump for joy :D

LOL talking abt jumping for joy .

this is part of a conversation ytd

annecy: my mama's so hot , that when she jumps , she catches fire .

zoey : wad the hell? LOL

lol annecy kindof like mad that up lol

i think shes alr abit unstable , that explains alot yes?

LO hahha

we went to novena ytd ,

gillian needed a dress lol haha

then she left , then marion ,

AND THEN !

we cam-whored

LOL

ahhaa

: D

YAY

okay pictures: D

but these are th

edited version

cause i accidentally deleted th originals: (\

lol

anyway, sorry abt th disgusting blogskin yo.

im lazy la

lol

will change soon :D

LOVES

and ohh before i forget

th rest of th pics are fm my sketchbook :dd

2008-07-06T19:04:00.000-07:00

hello hello: D

back ta blog,

so ytd ,went to jumbo with my family to eat . lol

i think im still full from last night's dinner

lol

okay so today ,i am gonna be really busy ,

have to finnish up our ss proj

and you know what ?

everyone else is going out to watch hancock ,

and im stuck in tpy doing proj

this is so unfair

nvm , i shall do well this yr , and then im not gonna care no more.

im so tired i swear, ive not been sleeping well , and i keep waking up early in th morning , and stoning .

and the dreams are getting weird .

im dead serious man

the last dream was this man with a turban chasing me with a machine gun ...

i shall not go on.

still got 3 more hours to go before i can meet gina to do our proj .

cause shes gonna meet aidan first .

so , i guess , i need to find something to entertain me for abit,

WZY is not awake yet i bet

MY NOSE IS KILLING ME

2008-07-05T02:57:00.001-07:00

okay this is gonna be short cause i need to rush off to church

haha

anyway for those people who cant see th posts,

i will change th skin soon!

LOVES

bye: D

2008-06-29T02:34:00.000-07:00

okay so im gonna blog again because im feeling really really bored.superpig has ot replied my msg yet , sally tomato has not called me yet , ernest is still in church , ginapok is watching cartoons, siti is doing her own thing .

so here i am being retarded . so guess what , im talking to lulu

its been such a long time since i spoke to him lol

: D

if yr reading this lulu

JIAYOU ON QUITING!

lol

im so bored

really

you know what , im feeling really very insecure sitting on this chair

its abit slanted , nick prolly did not fix this shit up well

i think im gonna fall.

so anyway im feeling

giddy

so i guess i shall just stop here for now

i wnat to drink milo

2008-06-28T19:10:00.000-07:00

hello

its been along time since i blogged

and i feel like i should delete this blog.

i realised that ive been posting retarded stuff for, well

quite some time

yupp

i need to go shopping :(

so anyway lets rewind abit,

friday:

had sch , was super boring .talking abt sch

this reminds me , i have like alot of hmwk and i have not done any

im so screwed , i think ltr need to chiong

ohhwells D:

screwit

yeah so anyway , after sch , took a bus home with abbiie

bathed,changed,and met siti at cheers .

went to tpy burger king to find annecy , claud , marionnn &gillian : D

then gillian went home& we took a bus dwn to town: DDhaha

waited for yiman for abit , and went ta walk

abbiie and her certain someone was at fareast too

so met for awhile

saw lyone too: D

yupp then he left and came back ,hung ard for awhile,then we all took a bus back to tpy

lyone waited at th playground while i went home to get my book

went to popular

blahblahblah

talked over th phone

lol

yupp

thats about it i guess

and now

its sunday

and i have sch tmr

i dread to even think of going back to sch

i dont wanna see mrs k****a

she looks lika bird

serious

and miss l*m

looks lika horse

i think our sch is turning into a zoo

okayokay

so anyway i think i need ta cut my hair

just a leeeetale bit

lol

and i need a new hairstyle

so im just waiting for my hair to grow

which is taking quite awhile

: (

OKAY

PIC TIME!

2008-06-20T03:19:00.000-07:00

hello

okay

i shall update abit abt whats been happening :D

haha okay lets start fm friday .

met wzy ,we went to watch th happening

its stupid la

damn retarded i swear

and gross

i hate th stupid grusome parts with all the killings

SHIT

uh huh

okay so the weekend passed

i lazed ard

had a major fight with one of my family members

kinda screwed up

with all the crap so

th cold war lasted for days until ytd

yup

ive been eating like alot for th pass few days

but im not putting on any weight

ahh wells

im still gonna eat alot

still got two more days to gorge my self with food

HAHA

and once back at sch ,

its BYEBYE FOOOOOOD

haha oh yeah

wzy gave me a sketch book :D

here are some pics :D

if they can be uploaded that is :DD

byeeee

& that small girl is belle: D

she is damnnnn cuteeee

2008-06-02T03:50:00.000-07:00

hello: D

haha

im going to work tmr yo: D

YAY!haha

ok im bored

wzy have not replied my sms

backside

okay i promised annecy to type this

ANNECY TRAN IS WONDERFUL!

2008-05-31T22:55:00.001-07:00

im backkk

woohooo

im backkkkk

lalala

so fun so fun

im super lazy to type what happened out

so im just gonna cut it short

I THINK I HAD FUNN!

lol

hahhaha

i dint buy alot of stuff tho

cos everything was sp freakin ex: D

lol

so anywayyyy

i wanna go out!

BUT

im stull grounded

soo

: (

can i post later?

im tired

2008-05-20T19:50:00.000-07:00

BACKSIDE!

lol

woohoo

so banner got third i think

according to gina,

(i thought we got fourth)

so anyway

lol

IM LEAVING tonight

and and and

i skipped sch today: DD

lol

cos im damn tired

really

lol hahah

i feel like going to sch now

but

im so lazy to go bathe

so i shall just sit here

and type :D

LOL

i'll be gone for ten days!

LOL

HAHAH

i feel so crazy

lalalala

nvm

okay

byeee

2008-05-19T04:30:00.000-07:00

BANNNER

WASSSS A SUCCESSSSSSSSS

LOVELOVES

THRREEETENN WILL WIN BABY!

2008-05-17T18:49:00.000-07:00

OKAYY!

im back to using my computer account : D

lol

suprisingly

it works perfectly fineee:DD

HAHA

so fun so fun

okay i shall post ltr or smth

right now, i need go get paint for banner!

2008-05-16T20:03:00.000-07:00

hello hello:DD

finally my arms arent aching no more:D

lol

its a saturday

and im supposed to be out shopping

and spending all my money!

BUT

im grounded

so no

im not out

im not spending anything

anyway i just found out something

ive been like stuffing myself with so much food since mothers day

that i dont even dare to check mt weight

FINALLY

i did it this morning

and surprisingly

i have not gained any

weight

strange right?

okayokay

nvmm

i have to rush for tuition soon yo

then after that i will go do th class banner

and get the paint

lol

im all alone

really

seriously

byeee

2008-05-16T03:47:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOO!

today was funnn

: DD

but tiring lurhh: D

i dint even join annecy they all to play la:(

i gave all my tickets to mei mei

so she can go play with her frens:D

okay okay so ,

i made like balloon hats for

missTJL and mr tan(om)

lol

WELL for a record , miss teo dint say anything abt my hair: DD

HAHA so funn

and shes quite nice actually: D

lol

so anyway i cant help it but i took their pic:D

taka lookiee:D

BYEEE

-freaking tired-

-gonna dye ma hair yo-

forget th pics

screw blogger

bye

2008-05-15T00:21:00.001-07:00

my internet connection sucks

TO TH CORE!

omg

rawrr

i typed so much ,

and what happens?

nvm

screw it

ohhwells

anyway sch sucked

after sch , bus-ed down to bradell with abbiie and serene

me and abbiie alighted at bradell macs th bus stp

i go meet daddy :))

she go meet ahben:))

haha

okay sian sian

ohhwells

to that pink ball :

please la , u so fat , just go roll ard or something

dont come and act with ur accent all

it will do u no good

so fat alr still want be ctr of attraction

YUCK

-dyeing hair on sunday-

2008-05-14T02:05:00.000-07:00

okayokay back to blog

shall be super long cause wzy said so: D

okay so so so ,last night was damn boring

almost fought with cheryl again

its been lildat snice iwas a kidd man

ohhwells

i skipped sch today

reason being: my mum woke up late , so she woke me up late , which means i dint wanna rush , which means

i wanted to sleep somemore: D

so i slept til like ard two?

haha

ohhwells: (

its so boring at home i swear , its like

B-O-R-I-N-G

SERIOUS

spent the whole day watching DVD with my family

some hongkong series show

siann

wasting my time doing nth at home

argh

i wanna go shopping

which i cant

i wanna go out

which i cant

i wanna do so many things

which i cant

WHY?!

cos i freaking grounded for LIFE

argh

stab me in th chest ,

and

wish for me to die.

2008-05-13T01:31:00.000-07:00

i give up

even my com is playing sucha wicked game with me

i type so freaking much and th close th whole damn thing.

i hate it man .

screw it , really i mean it .

lol gillian , to wad i told you today . dont get so afraid ,

if it really happens , just rmb what i told you: D

thanks!

okay so anyway as i was saying

im getting used to th

'no handphone, no comp,no freedom'

rule: (

thanks asshole ,

thankyou for causing this

once again

truly

if i die one day

i will haunt u til you pee in yr bed

and cry for mummy

so long suckers!

2008-05-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

maybe one day i'll learn not to care abt what you say.

maybe one day i'll learn to stand on my own again

maybe one day i'll be th lil girl you always wanted me to be

maybe one day i'll learn not to let you down

maybe one day you'll

finally

be proud of me

2008-05-11T02:37:00.000-07:00

thank you God for,

giving me my wonderful family ,

for th love they shower me with.

thank you God,

for th friends that you have given me ,

for them to be thr when i need them th most .

thank you God for giving me this wonderful life

thank you God for everything you have done .

im sorry if i had sined

im sorry if i had lied

im sorry for all the things that i took for granted

but God please give me one more chance ,

just one more .

to make things right again

to re-do what i have done wrong

i dont wanna let them down again ,

just like i did once upon a time .

if only i had a chance ,

if only.

wzy whr are you??

if you see this don't msg my line.

my phone is confiscated

anyway

yeah i need to talk .

I HOPE EVERYTHING WOULD BE TH SAME AGAIN

IM SO SORRY

2008-05-10T04:20:00.000-07:00

okay im not really feel so well now.

but who cares man LOL

okay so anywayy

was supposed to meet annecy and claud to get annecy's MOTHER'S DAY pressie

but in th end i only met annecy cos CLAUDIA took two hours to get out of the house!

lol so while waiting , i walked ard tpy central to get stuff for tmr

lol i cant believe it , i can actually spend so much in tp

lol hahah

okay so anyway

i was getting tired and my nose kapt on running

so u decided to go home and not wait for claud

lol but before that we went to deli to slack FOR AWHILEEE

lol hahhaa

annecy was damn cuteee!

haha

this was our conversation

annecy: eh lets go somewhr we can sit.my leg hurts

me: okay lets go somewhr we can sit and eat! , im hungry

annecy: okay so whr you wanna go ? (with aircon pls)

me: erm some place we can sit and eat ?

annecy: omg your so annoying , i want to slap you.

(then we cont walking & laughing)

annecy: okay so whr u wanna go?

me: hmm lets go deli , i wanna eat that apple thingy

annecy :huh? wad thing?

at this point , i took out my phone to reply someones msg and i THINK i mumbled smth like

me: erm oh wait go in then i show you

LOOWWWWWW AND BEEHOOOOLLDDDD

annecy thought i took a pic of it and i was gonna show it to her cos i took out my phone

LOL

and this is wad she said

annecy: HUH!? YOU EVEN TOOK A PICTURE OF IT!?!??

me: (stunned) LAUGHING LAUGHING

hhaha okay maybe it dosent sound so funny here

but i tell u , it was DAMN STUPID AND RETARDED LA

lol i kept on laughing

lol haha

okay okay so

we went in to deli , th lib one and i bought th apple turnover and mango cooler: D

-WASTING MONEY-

lol

but it was good i guess

cos thats the only thing i ate in two days

(besides ytd's popcorn)

im not really hungry tho

wonder whats wrong with me

OHHWELLS

lol

haha okay so after that we headed th th shop outside of shop and save

to get this roll thingy
(its edible)

LOL

okay so th fat guy kept mummbling weird stuff

WHICH prolly make no sense at all

LOL okay and he made this STUPID FACE at annecy

LOL it was damn funny i swear .

i was trying nt to laugh

cos annecy looked so lost

LOL hhahha

but i had fun i guess

lol i dunno

haha oh man im starting to get hungry

but i cant eat

if u do , i would like puke

my stomach is turning upsidedownnnnn

SAVEME

ohh

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

in advance

lol

i feel like eating zinger

I DUNNO WHYY

lol

someone save me please

2008-05-09T08:00:00.003-07:00

HELLO!~
haha

FINALLY
!!

EXAMS ARE like freaking over!

hahaha

okayokay so art today was OKAY
i guess
lol i like cant be bothered much
so i had hour to sleep
LOL okay so anywayy ,
after art , me , marion and eunice MRT-ed down to town and walked to cine to find
annecy and all .

yupp

uh huh , we watched speed racer
haha
IT WAS
...

okay abit cartoony and sad at th same time
lol hahha
i cried okay! i duno why but my emotions are like all over th place today :D

AHHAH and ELIZA had to keep poking my face when i was crying lol

-.-
gillian left like halfway cos she had to be back by 6.30

LOL

haha okay so anwayy , after th movie , we walked to hereen

OMG I SWEAR TH HAIRPINS I BOUGHT ARE LIKE THE BESTTTTTT

lol im so in love with it!

its so colourful!
lol
then after that , annecy , eliza , marion , me and eunice walked to far east first cos th rest wanted to go get smth fm cine
: D

i coulden find any bag for mummy tho
so i got her shades instead: D

i hope she loves it
haha

MOTHER'S DAY IS COMMMMINNGGGG
lol hahaahah

okay so anywayyyy
me and eunice bought boxers LOL AHHAH the guy ones that is
hahha

wooohooo!
okayy

im seriously damn tired

fm ytd? i had only like three hours of slp

siann

LOL
and my phone bill is going bonkers really
daddy is gonna kill me
: (

okay PICTURESSS!

2008-05-08T01:42:00.002-07:00

okay im boredd

so i shall post againn

:DDD

haha

picnik is not saving my picture: (

its screwing up

: ((

grrrr

nvmnvmmm

2008-05-08T01:42:00.001-07:00

okayy

i feel like killing someone now

i post so bloody long
this stupid blogger delete everything away

LOL
i shall not re type ,

really

im so boredd..
i waiting for friendster to be done again
its under some maintanence thingy?

WASTE MY TIME
lol hahhaha

okayokay

two more weeks to my trip :D

and i will be gone!
HAHA

i cant wait to get out of this place

im starting to hate it
.

farewell

2008-05-08T01:42:00.000-07:00

2008-05-03T05:01:00.000-07:00

lol !

lol!
lol!

i feel like saying lol!
hahahha

okay nvmm
im bored .
like really boredd lurhh
siann

i feel like killing someone now yo

siann

wad to do?

okay so i went for germaine's birthday party today
it was okay i guess:DD

got eyecandyyyy!

haha and siti uh ,,

crazy laa
lol she call me and tell me she bored of waiting for her fren all !
lol hahaha

okay so anyway
i did SOME history
lol tonite den study
SIAN
i bought my shorts:DD

16bucks:D
damn happy

i think i going back to buy red ones:DD
LOVES
byebye

2008-05-02T01:38:00.000-07:00

JOYY

im so sorry abbiie !
dint go dwn to j8 todayy

i had some last min thingy

my cousin bell:( she sick like dunno wad lildat

and she needs to stay in th hospital for observation thingy?
then i need takecaree of her sister joyjoy:D haha

shes damn cute i swear lol
:DD
haha and i named her :D

LOL
her full name is
CHRISTINE JOY TEO KE ER:DD

HAHA
all the ERs lol hahha
im zuo er
my mei mei is is li er

joy is ke er
and bell is xing er: ))

LOLLL

okay
back to baby sitting rdy
LOVES!

ohh
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINEEEEE!!

ILY!!!
OKAY
btw after having a small talk with abi last nite
i just wanna say '
I WANT TO STAB YOU {someone}

your such an asshole really
NO OFFENCE
but
_l_

2008-04-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

OKAY

I WANNA KILL SOMEONE

really
really

and abigail
please be okay okay ?
haha

ss and poa tgt is like hell

and if that is hell i dunno wad is fri

im having like maths and physics tgt

siann

i wan die rdy

ohawells
starting to mugg

BYE

2008-04-29T03:40:00.000-07:00

hello.
tmr is ss and poa exam

kill me

2008-04-28T06:28:00.001-07:00

to imadissao -

all i can say is , u cant get angry with me for saying this
cos in th first place i dun noe who you are so ,

i just wanna tell you get a life really: D

2008-04-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

I TYPED SO MUCH
AND THIS THINGY DOES NOT PLUBLISH IT !

GRR

EVERYTHING IS SCREWED

BYE

2008-04-26T18:52:00.000-07:00

okay
so im back to blog

later going down to study with abbiie and xiiaopok
!
HAHA

okay so HAPPY 1ST MTH ABBIIE LAOPO!

lol i feel so retarted
saying this but who cares

hahhah
okay i think i really need to be study 24/7
alr
screw MYE man

its like killing ths shit outta me
haha
i tell you ,
my dad has been real
funny these few days

i wonder why okay
i dont really have anything to blog abt: D
maybe ltr ba :D

LOVES!

2008-04-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

okay
so i shall blog today

but really, who cares
no one sees
anyway

had chinse paper tday

im sure i screwed it real bad
damnit man ,
ohhwells
i hate sch really
it sucks like big time , have to keep on studying .
and some bloody ppl keep pissing me off , i seriously cant stand it man

hmmm

anyway i shall blog abt wzy then , he msged me telling me he got gold for sports day
haha well then congrats old man LOL
:D
and i found out something really shocking ytd ,
HELP!
you noe, nth i type really makes alot of sense but ,
ahh heck

in like half an hour , i need to get rdy to sleep
then when i wake up .its th right time to study!
wooohoo! until tmr morning that is :DD

AND OMG i lost like 1.5kg
and if i cont eating sandwiches during recess , i figure i might have enuf to like really go on a shopping spree before i head overseas nxt mth! woohoo!

i will be gone for like 10 days
haha
means i need to pack lots of clotheeeessss!

LOL

so anywayy .
ive been confused lately ,
i dunno why , and my mind is always BLANK!
like if im not like into doing anthing or wad so ever ,
i will just be sittin thr
but im not thinkin either
im just sittin thr
its like sleeping with ur eyes open BUT ur awake
DO you get it?
haha

ohwells

so , today after chi exam,
th whole bunch of us went to lib macs
well not really th whole bunch , but yeah ...
and i swear , i think marion is like the funniest thing ever
shes like some lunny person lildat with all the werid stuff commin out of her mouth
haha
maks me laugh quite abit :D
well at least it takes my mind off things

ahhwell
how i wish life was a game ,
so that i could just click th quit
button ,
so i could quit my life .
so i can stop this shit.
okay !
enough for today ,
if this post cant be published

I WILL REALLY SHOUT AT YOU!{quoted fm mrs kunna: D}

haha
okay on second thoughts

i think i shall cont cos im like really bored right now ,
no ones home yet
it feels empty , altho grandma and th rest are like nxt door
its a diff feeling altgt

my head is hurting ,
i really need to get some sleep
but i have stuff going on in my mind
that i cant explain

!!!!!!

hahas
I
AM
SO
BORED
RIGHT
NOW
I
CAN
JUMP
THRU
THE
WALL
!
nahh
i was kiiddddinnggg!
: (
okay i shall go have a reallllyyyyyyy
long bath :D
byeeeeeee

2008-04-20T02:37:00.001-07:00

so anyway

i decided to update

i mean like not like

as if ppl

read of wad so ever

but who cares

im bored

and thats all that matters

haha

okay

sch sucks

and i hate

maths

its killing me

i totally dun understand the last chapter

HELP

lol

haha

okay

okay im bored

bye!

2008-04-06T00:53:00.000-07:00

got to go:(

2008-04-05T04:24:00.000-07:00

okay

so so so

today was boring :/
boring like BORING

okay so i finished my english compo
and i did maths
yeah .

and my toe hurts like mad
cos of some stupid fat indian woman
who stepped on my toe ytd ,

she step until damn shuang lildat lor

wah lao

now its hurting like mad

cant even bend it : (
ohhwells
sosososo

went to deli to study today
:D
okayy

lazy to blog rdy

: D

bye

2008-04-04T07:01:00.000-07:00

heyy its been long since i blogged ,

im feeling like damn freaking moody today

i have this sudden urge to cry and all

.
i think that life is so short
one day someones here by ur side

and the other day
she / he will be gone

and only when they are gone will you only realise that thats how much they mean to you
and u regret so much that
you have taken them for granted while they were still here

everyone makes mistakes
and everyone will have to go one day

but when ?

why cant life have all answers to all these crap

why cant life go the way we want it to?

ohh man i feel so so so

moody man

and i dont know whyy

ohwells
so anyway i went to kk today

and that bloody doctor

screw her mann

grrr

okay
i dont wanna blog anymore

im feeling so screwed up now

really.
seriously.

and i need to start studying
maybe i should wake up at abt one to study or something

i baked cookies today
and i have a whole box of it

i dont noe wad to do with it now.
goodbye

2008-02-24T01:18:00.000-08:00

okay so im back here to blog again

im super pissed
for some reason
but im not gonna say wad

seriously,
i think it was very very selfish of you to do that

really you only thought of urself thru out the whole thing

have to cared for others?

goodbye

2008-02-23T23:24:00.001-08:00

okay im back frm camp yo

and im damn boredd,

okayokay i gotta go cook for my sister : D
bye!

2008-02-20T04:36:00.001-08:00

It wasn't my intention to mislead you
It never should have been this way
What can I sayIt's true,
I did extend the invitation
I never knew how long you'd stay
When you hear temptation call
It's your heart that takes, takes the fall
(Won't you come out and play with me)
(Chorus)Step by stepHeart to heartLeft, right,
leftWe all fall downLike toy
soldiersBit by bitTorn
apartWe never winBut the battle
wages onFor Toy soldiers
It's getting hard to wake up
in the morningMy head is
spinning constantly
How can it be?How could I be so blind to this addiction?
If I don't stop, the next one's gonna be me
Only emptiness remainsIt replaces all, all the pain
(Won't you come out and play with me)

2008-02-19T01:50:00.000-08:00

heyy people!

today school was fun!
lol ahahha every single lesson , the class sang me happy birthdayy
lol HAHA
thanks :DD
lol so in totla including after sch, all of them like sang 15 times
LOL
anyway
i think i saw linus today I dunnoooo

OHH

THANK YALL FOR THE BIRTHDAY PRESSENTSSSS: D

OKY
going
hospital now byeee

2008-02-16T06:27:00.000-08:00

1. Do you like blue cheese?erm no?

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?- haha what do you think?

3. Do you own a gun?- yeah many !

4.What flavor do you add to your drinkat sonic?-what ?

5. Do you get nervous before doctorappointments?- yeah i HATE doctors , they stick wooden things into my mouth!:(
6. What do you think of hot dogs?- yummy: D

7. Favorite Christmas movie?- cartoons :D so funnaye

8. What do you prefer to drink in themorning?erm milo?

9. Can you do push ups?- idontlike: D

10. Favorite thing to do on a snow day?i dunno , nvr seen snow before: D

11. What's your favorite piece ofjewelry? my cross: D

12. Favorite hobby? haha drawing?

13. Beer or Booze? beer: D

14. Do you have A.D.D.? add wad?

15. What's one trait you hate aboutyourself? erm , i sont study ?

16. Middle name? i have no middle name yo

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exactmoment? erm, i need to reply adrain's sms. call ginnapok & go to bed im tiredd

18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday. i dint buy anything ytd

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink. water? milo? {ilovewaterlaa}

20. Current worry? that i am fat

21. Current hate right now?- that i AM fat

22. Favorite place to be?- erm the beach . i wanna cycle

24. Where would you like to go? like now? i wanna go shopping.

25. NAME THREE PEOPLE WHO WILL DO THIS? do wad?

26. Do you own slippers?of cos!

27. What shirt are you wearing?erm blur house tee?

28. Do you like sleeping on satinsheets? for what ?

29. Can you whistle?- yeah

30. Favorite color?- RED

i realised that some numbers are missing

okay so i went to sakura today , rushed thru like all the food cos i had to meet annecy and eliza

so i rushed to red cirlcle and waited for them ,
AS i was sitting in front of this girl who PRATICALLY blocked me fm ANNECYS view , i sat there like a dummy for like wad ? ten minutes? until eliza came to check again-.-

okay so then , we took a bus to queensway and shopped ard abit and all , then went to ikea then fareast , cine :D

watch ah long pte ltd lol damn funnaye kayy im so tired nitenite :D

31. Would you be a pirate?-no?

32. What songs do you sing in theshower?-erm i dunno?

35. What's in your pocket right now?- erm nothing?

36. Last thing that made you laugh?- ah long pte ltd? and my msges: D

37. Best bed sheets as a child?- are you nuts or are you nuts?

38. Worst injury you've ever had? for you to find out

39. Do you love where you live?- okay la, i dunno

40. How many TVs do you have in yourhouse?- erm three?

41. Who is your loudest friend?- claudia has the loudest laugh

42. How many dogs do you have?- none?

43. Does someone have a crush on you?- how would i noe?

45. What is your favorite book(s)?-heck

48. What song do you want played atyour funeral?- ETERNAL FLAMES by the bangles :D

49. What were you doing 12 AM lastnight?-no , on the floor of my toilet msging eliza :D

50. What was the first thing youthought of when you woke up?- omg wheres my glasses???

2008-02-14T22:03:00.000-08:00

okay blogger is screwed

i ponned sch today
like shit

kay bye

2008-02-13T04:45:00.001-08:00

im supposed to be feeling happy yes?
i dunno why im feeling like that now m ohhwells

i cant sleep tonight ,
i gotta finish up the valentine's day presents for my frens yo,

ahhh ,
tmr. i have decided , i shall go for tuition.

screw this man..

i just SUDDENLY just feel that v day is so screwed up.

whats the point of celebrating it anyway,
hahhha

ohhwells

my nose is all runny now, and i dont know why

hmmmm

must be the weather ,
damn it man its cold.
very cold

ohhohhhohh we got the stupid list for the camp alr,

dang ,
TRACK pants.
screw it . i dont wan no track pants

i mean like eww

I SO SHORT

wan me wear track pants ,
siao

i think im so like having second thoughts abt going for camp

anywayy

i got extra stuff for my frens on valentine's day

: D

2008-02-10T01:20:00.000-08:00

wenqi; ---shagged says:
haha!

wenqi; ---shagged says:
okay okay

wenqi; ---shagged says:
one day

wenqi; ---shagged says:
there was a girl

wenqi; ---shagged says:
who likes

wenqi; ---shagged says:
strawberry milkshake!

wenqi; ---shagged says:
and and

wenqi; ---shagged says:
she

wenqi; ---shagged says:
has a friend

lips soaked in deceit; says:
uh huh

wenqi; ---shagged says:
who hates the bloody comp pop ups ):

wenqi; ---shagged says:
cos they're fing irritating

wenqi; ---shagged says:
and there are f ing mosquitos flying everywhere at her legs

wenqi; ---shagged says:
and biting her

wenqi; ---shagged says:
and

wenqi; ---shagged says:
the girl's name is

wenqi; ---shagged says:
yeoz

lips soaked in deceit; says:
OHHH

wenqi; ---shagged says:
her friend's name is iqnew

lips soaked in deceit; says:
wad a NICE NAME

wenqi; ---shagged says:
interesting names hur?

wenqi; ---shagged says:
anw

lips soaked in deceit; says:
yeah!

wenqi; ---shagged says:
these two ppl are happy kids!

wenqi; ---shagged says:
and

wenqi; ---shagged says:
yea yea nice aye? : D

wenqi; ---shagged says:
LOL

wenqi; ---shagged says:
they met online

wenqi; ---shagged says:
and they both love to laugh at the comp screen like retards

wenqi; ---shagged says:
oops sorry i mean happy kids

lips soaked in deceit; says:
LOL hahhahahha

wenqi; ---shagged says:
anddd

lips soaked in deceit; says:
so funny!

wenqi; ---shagged says:
your turn!

lips soaked in deceit; says:
lol ahha im so gonna blog abt this !

lips soaked in deceit; says:
lol haha

lips soaked in deceit; says:
wait lemmee think

wenqi; ---shagged says:
o.o

wenqi; ---shagged says:
NOOOO

lips soaked in deceit; says:
lol why /

okay i find this funnny

NVM

byebyeee

2008-02-06T22:32:00.000-08:00

okay
so im borreed

and I AM HERE TO BLOG ABT
ELIZA
!

COS SHE ASKED MEMEEEEEEE

MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEEEEEEEEE

OKAY
SO LETS TALK ABT ELIZA

eliza is a nice girl :D

and ive known eliza for almost ten years

and i love eliza alot

cos i love her alot

so yes

eliza

i blogged abt you

eliza
has nice hair

that she nvr lets down

ohhwellls

eliza

is a very very SERIOUS person {according to her ONLY}

LOL

anyway

eliza makes me laugh alot. why ?

because she laughs alot too :D

hahha

okay

im done

im bored

HAPPY CNY TO ALL :d

2008-02-05T00:54:00.001-08:00

okay im in a super good mood today
so i shall post

ohhwells
tmr ! schs havin chinese new celebrations

lol and we are like wearing red skinnies and black top
or black skinnies with red top

LOL
this is so gonna be fun: D
ohh yeah class is gonna be like super small tmr , due to the amount of people like not comming
plus our class is alr originally DAMN SMALL!~
lol ahhaha

ohhwells

i hope sch is gonna be better liek after cny

its like really sucky for the moment ,
plus i have like totally no where to go
i have problems at home, in school and all

its super stressfulllllllllllll manzxzxz

we had this stupid bio test today
and i dint study for it
im sure gonna flunk it i guess

there goes one more test i failed ....

hmmmm sososo ,
like i seriously have gotta start like getting into the study mode soon
AND my stupid phone crashed
so like i have no music at all
surprisingly my daddy said he MIGHT buy me new one: DDhaha

i hope i get it before camp
or im so dead.

:(im gonna spend CNY without my dear dear phoneeeeee:(

ohhwells : D

haha 14 FEB IS COMMMMMINGGG
i haven done anything yet
i better like start buying stuff alr: D

hmmmm im damn tried like now,

i actually fell asleep in class today , FIRST TIME since the starting of sch!
actually i dont really sleep in class .
ohhwell , i dont know what got into me today : D

haha
anywayyy

AMANDAAAAA
:(
im so gonna miss you , please come back soon kay ?
:(((

im so gonna miss SOOOO MANY months of shopping with you!

omg
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME BCAK SOOOONNN
: (

ohhyeah i am like so pissed!!

my extentions are like comming out!
i think i pull too hard mann

:(

OMG I NEEEEEEEDDDD NEW PHONE LIKE NOWWWW

i wan my {sex , drugs, house} TECHNOO

i so miss it: (((((((((((((((((((

ahhhhhyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

btw i have came to a conclusion
that blogger is kinda screwed

the last time i posted
they deleted the entire post !

that was seriously a watse of my precious time can!

okayokay i wanna go bathe alr :D

byeeee

{i neeeeed milo}

2008-01-31T03:47:00.000-08:00

HELLO

bye

2008-01-29T03:47:00.000-08:00

i hate liars

i hate people
who lie

WHEN they know!
i hate liars

2008-01-24T03:42:00.000-08:00

F**m
YOU CAN GO TO HELL

you say my father
one more time

i KILL YOU

2008-01-21T05:33:00.000-08:00

i wanna hold you in my arms
i would take the pain away
thank you for all that you've done
forgive all your mistakes
theres nthing i wouldn't do
to hear your voice again
sometimes i want to call you
but i know you wont be there

i hate you
i really do

dont talk to me ever again
cause it annoys me

yeah im talking abt YOU
and you know it
i duobt you will read this
but i dont really care

you're a fkin asshole

and you know it

goodbye

and i dont miss you no more

2008-01-14T19:20:00.001-08:00

heyy!
the previous post was by wzy not me yo

anyway i dint go to sch today
i coulden breathe in the morning so my mum wanted to rush me to the emergency thingy at kk

ohhwells but i went back to sleep , lucky i nvr die in my sleep of smth
lol hahaha anyway
my doctor's appointment is like tmr so
i wont be in sch again. im so like gonna miss out on so much la ! i thik im gonna be screwed or something

wad if i dont know how ta do maths'!?
thats like the worse

plus that k**** is like super annoying .
what if i dont understand ?

OMG
helpp
maybe i should go ask gina to help me with my work later
uh huh

SHIT
arghhhh
lalalalalalalalala

how how howw

i dont wanna die that early too: (

2008-01-14T04:24:00.000-08:00

hehe

heeheehee

teeheeheheeeheheehehe

teeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-01-12T23:06:00.000-08:00

ytd was super

fun! i went out with clauddd

but we kinda like spend alot alot alot of monnayyee

i have to stavre again to save moneeyyy

and ohh!

ive got long hair againn!!!!

2008-01-06T00:13:00.000-08:00

okay
the previous post . was so not me.
that was the FAMOUS wongzhenyangzxzxz

thats stupid pok .
mind you . i do not eat off the floor , neither do i throw cheese at people

i eat my cheese NORMALLY
yes.
but i DO like eating cheese .
cheese is nice . okay i will not continue abt cheese.
uh huh .

tmr , is monday .. and it sucks!
i dun wanna go back to sch : (

i miss two eight . i finally realise that if we dont tressure what we have now, it will be gone sooner or later.

yupp . okay since WZY says im too emo
i shall be happy for a bit
lol haha ... actually.. i HAVE been really happy these past one week...its like i feel so happy. even if im locked at home. even if my phone will be confiscated one i reach home. even if i have to go straight home after sch. im happy. i mean like i really really just wanna do well this year , to make my parents proud for once . at least once....

ahh well , this week was crappy .

i started the first day of sch yelling at my mum , and i hid in the toilet and screamed my lungs out. i think she thought i was mad of something .

okay gtg byeee

2008-01-05T23:58:00.000-08:00

hello everyone

i like cheese

cheese tastes nice

but it smells a bit funny

and most cheese is yellow

and i don't like yellow

but cheese is nice anyway

because it tastes nice

sometimes i pretend to be a mouse when i eat cheese

and i nibble at it

or i put it on the floor

and crawl over to it and smell it first

then eat it

cheese is fun

it can be a toy also

i like to throw it at my sister because she doesn't like cheese and she will cry

and my parents will get angry

but i give them cheese and they will be happy

because they like cheese too

just like me

i think that's why i like cheese

because my parents do too

cheese is the best food in the world

without it, i will die

that's why i always seem so emo

it's because i've not been having enough cheese

yup

so if i seem upset

give me cheese please

I LOVE CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE

2007-12-31T20:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!: D
i feel much better crying over the phone with georgina ytd
thanks yeah ?
haha at least i finally got everything out AT 12 MIDNIGHT
i feel better , by a lil bit .
yupps , alot of things haven been happening lately and im very stressed

like seriously stressed

i cant do anything right anymore.

please .
someone help me .

goodbye

2007-12-30T02:38:00.000-08:00

i had chinese tuition yesterday,
and lao shi said said something to me that really hit me hard.
she said , " why ? why must the the correction tape , and correction fluid be made?! it only teaches people how to make mistakes , cause they think that its not important that if we make mistakes , cause we can easily delete or tape it out of the paper we are writing on . But in real life, mistakes are mistakes , there are alot of things that cant be changed . not now . not forever."

i think she is right .
maybe i DID make mistakes
but its too late to turn back now ...

goodbye

2007-12-29T02:33:00.001-08:00

yeah . my heart still feels empty .
and it sucks ,
ohhwell.... hmmm i dont feel good too... haven eaten anything solid , for ? i dunno ... cant rmb as well . i dont feel like eating anymore..
i dont feel like doing anything anymore

i wake up , wondering if its real.
wondering if the tears that i cried are real...

im not awake anymore.
goodbye

2007-12-28T06:08:00.002-08:00

my heart cant take this anymore..

2007-12-28T06:08:00.001-08:00

my heart is fucking empty.

2007-12-28T05:56:00.000-08:00

my heart feels empty.

2007-12-28T05:36:00.001-08:00

my heart feels empty.

2007-12-22T05:30:00.000-08:00

i hate this world

i wanna die

why cant someone come along and kill me?
and take awaya the pain u've inflicted

i cant take it anymore

maybe i shall die

maybe i should

goodbye world
goodbye annecy
goodbye eliza
goodbye gina
goodbye siti
goodbye marion
goodbye gillian
goodbye claud
goodbye everyone

to that special someone
if ur reading this
i loved you with all
my heart .
but i dint have a chance to say that again
so im telling u now

iloved you..

goodbye

2007-12-20T04:42:00.000-08:00

hello .
im feeling emo right now.

hmmm as i was looking at my friendster photos
i saw the one with me ,annecy ,claud, marion and gillian in it.
then it finaly hit me that ITS gonna happen soon.
we arent gonna be together anymore .
its gonna be very diferent with out them .
no one to scream and laugh beside me,
no one to be retarded with in class ...

then theres eliza , no one to hold hands with LOL
then annecy , no one to throw wantons all around ,
no claudia to scream and yell and LAUGH when we are in class
no more steph to 'IRRITATE' LOL (Thats according to her) me in class
no more marie making fun of me .
no making gillian's face turn RED .
no more marion with all her funny crazy hyper movements.
no more mrs yousoff talking and taking my mirror away in class .

okay i feel emo enough

if any of yall are reading this yo

I WILL MISS YOU
lol hahaa
kk byebye

2007-12-17T04:20:00.000-08:00

sometimes i wonder if this is a mistake at all.
i nvr , ever say anything . so u wont get angry or anything.
i say something wrong also u get angry , if ur reading this , im sorry .
it is my fault isnt it? everything also i do wrong . there are so many things i dun even say . maybe it is my fault . me not studying hard enough , me being grounded . everything is my fault
maybe trying hard isnt gonna work , the way i thought it would , maybe things arnt gonna work out after all ...
i dunno wad the fuck is wrong .
i fucking hell hate this fucking shit

i dunno wad to do anymore
why dont you tell me?
it kinda hurts alot okay ....

as in seriously ..

i cant blog anymore

i need to die or smth ...

anyways dun msg me peeps

i offed my phone
anything call my house

i dun wan use my phone anymore

its killing me

slowly

2007-12-12T06:53:00.000-08:00

1. Three Names You Go By:
;zoey,zozo,weewee
2. What Are You Wearing Right
Now?
; black tee , black fbt

You must answer every question
truthfully(:

1. Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
; is it even counted?

2. Have you ever been given roses?
; yupp:)

3. What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
; no idea

4. How many times have you honestly
been in love?
; dunno

5. Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?
; haha if i did , i think i screwed it up alr

6. Whats your current problem?
; my parents
7. Have you ever had your heart
broken?
; yeah . and it hurt . real bad .
8. Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
; i dont like the idea
9 . Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
; ehh

10. Do you believe in love?
; i guess

11. How many kids do you want to have?
; er? im only 14 -.-

12 . What is your favorite color(s)?
; black,red&&darkish colours.

13. Do you believe you truly love
only once?
; nahh

14. Imagine you're 69 & your spouse
just died, would you get re-married?
; i rather die single den::DD
15. At what age did you start noticing
the opposite sex?
; ohhmy , when i was a kid:D hehe
16 What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
; eternal flames: )

17 Do you know someone who likes
you?
; i think?

18 Do you like anyone?
; like?

19. Do you believe in second chances?
; depends
20. Are you in love with someone right
now?

yeah?

im bored

2007-12-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

hello! hahah

okay hmmm where to start?
yeah tuition..
maths tuition was boring only me and my sis
cant stand it sometimes , but at least it kills time .
as i was doing my maths , a super weird thought hit me ..
my uncle started talkin abt wad we would do when i was a kid , playing with them and stuff.
i started to think that when i was a kid i was super pampered . i got everything i wanted ,
cause i was the first kid in the family . i got my way . then it happened . i used to have all ! the attention fm my god parents . like seriously every single bit of their spare time was mine .. den one chinese new yr eve , they brought a baby home . at first , i thought why not? its gonna be fun ! den i realised that they wont have time for me ever again if they kept that baby . i did not like her at all i guess...

haha well well
finally i realised i dint need that much attention , and i finally realised that actually its better if u love someone with all yr heart , cause thats all u need .

ahhwell end of the story yo
my godparents adopted her
hahah

uh huh

okay random post
but that was the thing that was buggin me the whole day
hahah
yeahhhh

ohhyeah
this is for the world to noe
WZY WANTS TO BE A ROCK STAR

2007-12-06T05:57:00.000-08:00

ok
wzy
thats to u
i have to blog
and this is stupid la i cant tupe properly with my nails okay
!
stupid

okay why am i posting?
BECAUSE somePEOPLE force me to
if not 'person' will not take a picture of 'himself'
argh

wzy this pic better be gd okay
dun come tell me u can find uur cam
if not i kill u ahh

okay i tell you ......
better take picture of that chain thing too !
hahha okok

so today
went back to ec finally
kinda
miss that place manz
its been quite long actually
haaha den went to the arcade
and stuff uh huh

tmr i have to go study
den i have tuition

uh huh
thats my stupid life manz
its a waste of time
and its super boring

okay i blog enough alr?
hahah maybe a bit more later
wzy complain againnnn

annecy! omg if im not wrong ur back tmr???
i wan u faster come back !

i neeedddd to tell u something laaa
and i8 thinik i got the wrong number yo

crapp

okay
im done
byebye

2007-12-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

wong zhen yang
heres ur post !
LOL AHHAHA
happy???
lol hahahahha make me post for no reason

lol
kk byebye
'

this is a waste of time

2007-11-16T22:25:00.000-08:00

well then .
im going back to express. but if i dun get at least 60% for EVERY subject , im droppin back to normal..
uh huh ...
this sucks .... im gonna miss annecy , eliza and claud:(
okay im super grounded for like for my whole life....
yupp
and!
tmr im off ... im gonna miss my dumdum :((
this sucks ..... cant talk to dumdum for 216 over hours :(

arghhh
hahhahah
ohhwells my aunty SURPRISINGLY
bought me white skinnies

out of the blue man
hahhahaha
lallalalalalal
wheeeeeee

2007-11-08T06:03:00.001-08:00

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me and edison's whole ...
ok not whole maybe half
convo

HE STARTED IT not me: P

byebye

2007-11-06T03:45:00.000-08:00

im done for it yo
its all gone .
all of it. so wads gonna happen now?
i think i might be droping to normal?
haha laugh at that manzx .
im so screwed , my bill has gone like over 100+++
so like my dads gonna cut off my line .
no more line for me yo. i gonna get prepaid.
no free incomming or shit .
i rather like die or something . ohhwells blame it on myself manz.
i msg too much and shit .its really my fault isnt it? i think i screwed up . why the fk cant i be that stupid lil girl who listens to mommy and daddy and stay home EVERYDAY . yeah yeah as im typing this shit , my mums nagging abt me to have to change my lifestyle.
i like it the way i am actually .
wad do u wan me to do if im like that ? wad do u wan me to do if im really gonna drop to normal? u wan me go on my knees and beg the teachers t o let me get back to express? for wad?
if i dun belong there , wad am i gonna do ?? its not like i dun wanna be in express ....
argh ...
i hate this shit manz
i hate it so much i dun feel like doing anything anymore.
maybe i should end everything , its not fair for someone.
im sorry .......
im so fked up right now i cant think straight ,
my parents arent helping much .
they're just nagging away , on how screwed i'll be if i drop to normal . how im gonna waste one more year .
BUT WHAT THE F DO U WAN ME TO DO IF I REALLY AM DROPPING????
i hate it ,
ohh yeah if yall are reading this . dun msg or call my line no more .
my dads gonna get it cutt.
until further notices.
i guess...
arghhhh
i noe its 'for my good' my parents are doing this .
and i noe i should listen to them .
they are my parents after all and i shoulden defy them .
but i hate it .
i hate it so much .
i dun wanna be controlled.
i dun wanna do anything anymore .
i hate it i hate it i hate it .....

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gooodbye

2007-11-01T23:31:00.000-07:00

I'm tired. I give up. I have lost, I am defeated. This blog is as good as dead. Well it is dead.I don't understand why things have turned out this way, or way you act this way. It's just STUPID how everything is now. And you aren't helping a single bit, you don't explain, you don't want to explain. When I want to talk to you, ask you what is wrong,GtgArghNvmYou don't understandMaybe it's better we don't talk for awhileFollowed by a message telling me you have gone offline. If you don't want to talk to me, just say so, or block me. I wait the whole damn day for you to come online, and yet, I'm afraid to say anything. Because either you don't answer, or you give short answers, or replies that can't even be considered answers, or you go offline before I can finish saying what I want to say.Or maybe the SMS variation of this issue. I message you probably in the morning, or the late night perhaps, and go to school. When I come back, I am afraid to look at my phone, because the disappointment of not having a reply is terrible. Though it is expected. I look at my phone from a distance, make a gamble with myself, something like, if there is a reply waiting, I will be a millionaire the next day. Which of course does not happen. In the rare event there is a reply (OMG!!! :DDD), it is something less than three lines. Except for maybe one amazingly long six lines, but I had to beg for that.And so, I have been reduced to begging for replies like a dog. I have been reduced to fear talking to you more than anything else. You used to tell me everything supposedly, now when I want to hear something, anything, all I get is nothing.I feel like shit, trying to get you to talk to me, because I don't even know what you are thinking. I get this feeling I am annoying you. But you deny it. But then again you don't give me a proper reason either. You avoid me the whole day. All I ask is half an hour of your time so that we can talk this out. BUT NO! That can't be done either.I'm not going to try anymore. I give up. You've changed so much. You won't talk to me anymore. Fine. I won't stress you out any further. I shan't bother you anymore. But before I end off I am going to admit I hate you.I do not hate you for rejecting me, that is something that can't be avoided, I have already accepted the fact that we can't be anything more than we are now. I understand it and I accept it. You claim you care... You claim you will talk to me once you've "thought through everything"... I've had enough, I'm sick of this, I'm sick of you and your stupid games, I'm sick of myself and my stupidity.If you wanted to end it, JUST FUCKING END IT. I'm tired of waiting day after day for you to cheer up. I don't even know if you're sad in the first place or just irritated by me. I didn't know things would turn out this way, but it has.Give me a reason to prove me wrong, give me a reason to say sorry, and I will. But you won't. You don't care. Don't even try that you care about me crap with me, you don't. You just don't.Well perhaps there is something good that came out of this stupid episode, I've learnt a lesson. Maybe it's some stupid test that the dude up there in Heaven gives out to random people occasionally. Well I've learnt my lesson.You're probably going to do another blog post on how much you don't care anymore, how much you hate me as well, how much you're right and I'm wrong, you'll do everything but prove what I say false. I don't care anymore. I'm not going to fight anymore, I'm not going to try anymore. It isn't worth the hurt and tears.And just so there isn't a shadow of doubt, I'm talking about you, Zoey. Not that it matters, you'll probably have a good laugh about this post.I hate you.

hello zhenyang
if ur reading this u ,
im sorry abt it .... i guess it really was ... wait IS my fault,

ohhwells im feeling really damn shit now...

i shall continue this post later
my mum just came home

2007-11-01T11:47:00.000-07:00

haha
im back!
lol its three in the morning
and im not sleeping yet
hahhahahah ive been talking over the phone for a few hours:P
lol
hahahahha
and im stilll borrreeddddd
hahahahh

lalalala
im boreddddddddd
this is a waste of time , shit.
hahah i think im wasting my life away not doing anything....
&
im hungry:(
today ..... hmmmmm i bought ear sticks! lol but i kinda lost a few ready ....
waste ma money:(
sttttupiddd...

lalalalalalala
im gonna be up until like ard 5 plus again
den i will go slp
lol ... i shall not blog no more...
waste time....

ohh and i need at least 3 days allowance more ,
to get enuf money to buy blue skinnies and my grey cardigan.....

I NEED TO SAVE

2007-10-30T20:02:00.000-07:00

sorry for everything.
i just wan you to noe , i will nvr betray my frens .
cause they mean alot to me ...
i noe wad i did , and i never said anything to betray you,
i hope u believe me ...
cause thats all i gotta give ....

&

im sorry

2007-10-27T06:43:00.000-07:00

i wanna be skinny
i wanna be skinny
i wanna be skinny
i wanna be skinny
i wanna be skinny
IM SO FATTT......

this is so annoying
im gonna grow fatter .....
and
fatter
and
fatter

arghhhhh....
fm tmr onwards

IM NOT GONNAAAA EATTT

2007-10-20T19:46:00.000-07:00

FUCK EVERYTHING

2007-10-19T01:42:00.000-07:00

its been long....
the bloody computer got screwed , and i dint use it at all .
and surprisingly i dint complain.
ohhwells wad can i do . i cant do anything right at all .
sometimes , i think that maybe im just shit. i mean like seriously . wad CAN i do ?
im not smart.no.
i mean like i really cant do anything right . this exam for example , i study ike shit , and wad do i effin get ?
marks that are like shit .
haha i dunno wad ta do anymore.
if i really drop to normal nxt yr .
i think i wont be able to face the world.
not that im saying that normal is no good.
its just that its no difference with letting my parents down.
i mean yeah . they ARE annoying , they nag , they scold , they do all the shitz
but whose parents dont?
i dunno ...
ahhh... forget it . my life is screwed enough.
i cant be bothered if it screws up more.
anyway .... one more week! and i can dye my hair!
i cant wait....
okok i dunwanna blog anymore byebye

2007-10-11T12:37:00.000-07:00

well well . its 3.44
in the morning and i cant get to sleep.
that cow dint reply me!!!! im dying of boredom man .well
at least im talking to someone online ,
ohhwells . i allr watched a movie , played the comp for over an hour.
watched spongebob, bugs bunny , and some gangster show...
and i still cant sleep .
wads wrong with me manz....
im super happy can!
today ! or rather hmmm ytd .
meet siti , went shoping ....
we took and mrt to city hall and walked all the way to bugis...
cause that smart siti wanted to save money .
when we could have alighted at bugis?
lol but it was fun la... esp when we were crossing the road!!!
nvm shall not go into details
lol haha so after that took mrt back to city hall to get to pennisular .
met marv and his fren . ohh den my and siti bought red skinnies and black cardigan! lol ahhaha
hmmm yupp den aidan came .
i dunnwanna talk abt manz
lol haha
anyway so after tat waited for yiman and johannes ?
yeah den walked to suntec ...
lol the yiman and siti rushed back to tp for tuition , but in the end they still poned tuition
and went to town
lol i came home ...
and now here i am .
sitting in front of the comp at four in the morning
n im not doing anything but watching STUPID spongebob vids
on youtube ....
haha i shall not eat tmr ....cause i just ate maggie mee.....
okok i cant be bothered to blog anymore ....
this is boring byebye

2007-09-29T21:08:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i posted . haha
im so freaking stressed . exams are comming and im so afraid that i might just
drop to normal . and i dun wan that to happen ,
haiz . hmmmm i cant stand _________
so annoying please ,
such and ass.
i hate ppl who do such a thing . argh .
I HATE YOU .
ohh hello lulu
i blogged liao .
haha im a very happy person .
lol so to
im not depressed lol hahhaa
yeasterday . had tuition den went to fork and spoon with gina and amanda ,
den aidan and his bro came , haha after awhlie amanda left with her fren , so we walked to library
and met moomoo :)
haha he was damn... dao ytd? lol ahha
anyway cheer up yo , dun so stressed . lol hahhha
den i went for tuition , i think my chinese tuition teacher rocks man .
she da bomb.
lol hahahha
den i went home , change , headed for benedict's house .
lol went there to study .
lol hhahhaa after the party was over ,
i went homeeeeeeeeeee .
lol hahaha
tired . i pon church again
lol hhahha
i feel so bad.
kk i dun feel like posting alr. i wana go study
byebye

2007-09-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

its been long since i blogged
and actually i dun feel like bloggin at all
i dunno why
not in the mood now.
my head hurts .
:(
so many things has been happening alr .
i also dunno why things turnout the way it does ,
neither do i care,
hah , actually i do care .
and it hurts
forget it .
goodbye

2007-09-18T00:14:00.000-07:00

its stupid how u make it sound like its my fault
screw you

2007-09-16T02:41:00.000-07:00

haha .
funny right?
i still actually let wad u say affect me after like so long.
wad the hell is wrong with me .
i dun even know why i bother abt wad u say so much
haha well. maybe becos i treated u like we were blood related .
even closer than my real sister .
haha its okay , u can say wad u wan now.
i dun care .
i noe u will read this .
good for you
even if you dont read this .
i dun care .
haha yeah , hell yeah im talking abt you,

2007-09-15T06:12:00.000-07:00

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?A: on top of my frens?

Q: Been arrested?A: for wad?

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?A: haha like who ?

Q: You like someone?A: maybe?

Q: Held a snake?A: touch counted?

Q: Been suspended from school?A: haha nope, i guai kia

Q: Been fired from a job?A: nah , i dun work

Q: Sang karaoke?A:got

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?A: haha many times

Q: Laughed until you started crying?A: always

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?A: errr u damn bo liao sia? snowflake also nice to catch with tongue?

Q: Kissed in the rain?A: got shelter , dun kiss , go kiss in the rain . u watch too much drama liao

Q: Sang in the shower?A: yupp

Q: Sat on a roof top?A: neah

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?A: yeah totally

Q: Broken a bone?A: nopee

Q: Shaved your head?A: got , baby lor

Q: Played a prank on someone?A:obviously

Q: Had/have a gym membership?A: haha hmmm

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?A: ehh ..

Q: Shot a 'gun'?A: toy gun , yes, real gun . i wan

Q: Donated Blood?A: nonono

Q: Had your heart broken?A: yeah . always

Q: Broken someone's heart?A: wad do u think?

"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthfulLAST PERSON
1. You hung out with?A: ehh Cow
3. You were in a car with?A: i was not in the car
4. Went to the movies with?A: ehh Cow
5. Went to the mall with?A: ehh Cow?
6. You talked on the phone with?A: annecy
7. Made you laugh?A: ehh
8. You hugged?A: hmm annecy.
10. You cried with?A: erm my bloster?

WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose,tongue or lips orall three ?A:all three , plus eyebrow too: )
2. Be serious or be funny?A: serious when serious , funny when funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk?A: whole
4. Die in a fire or get shot?A: get shot

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?A: hmm
2. Winter or Fall?A: winter
3. Left or right?A: Right
4. Sunny or rainy?A: rainy and rainy
6. Where do you live?A: toapayoh
7. Favorite Song?A: eternal flames
8. Do you want to get married?A: yeah , maybe
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cutit?A: Twirl
10. Where's 11 and 12?A: up ur ass
13. Do You Cook?A: duhh

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?A: er no?
2. Sang?A: yeah huh
3. Been hugged?A: haha yes
5. Danced Crazily?A: nope . im not crazy
6. Cried?A: yeah
7. Liked someone you can't have?A: haha , u say leh ?

2007-09-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

dun watch the invasion
please , its pure retardedness
waste money and time .
really really one.
ohhwells
byebye

2007-09-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

hello
im back to blog .
its been a long day .
stupid chinese oral was shitz.
i dint even know wad the hell i was reading
the word super chim la
like crazy please..
tmr, i dun even know if i got money go buy drama stuff la .
annecy. please say you can go .
im freakin tired.
i wanna sleep
good bye

2007-09-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

just came back tuition
i was freaking hungry can
the whole day
i only had instant noodles
thats all ....
lol hahaha anyway im tireed
goodnite

2007-09-13T02:22:00.000-07:00

screw this shit.

2007-09-09T02:56:00.000-07:00

went to ' study ' today
haha
fun fun fun
bye

2007-09-08T18:24:00.001-07:00

okay
this is stupid byebye

2007-09-08T01:51:00.000-07:00

well now ,
its freaking boring at home.
ohhwells i msg alot this month alr . damn sian
confirm kena scolding again one
stupid la . waste my time .. hmm i have to start studying alr.
i dunno why in the world do i even care so much la ..
last time like heck care heck care lildat ....
ohhwells
hmmm annecy wans me to blog abt annecy
so annecy i will vlog abt annecy
annecy annecy annecy
my password for blogger has got something to do with annecy
every single time i bake , has got everything to do with annecy
wad ever i do , also kena scolding frm annecy
annecy says , no piercings
annecy says , no tattoos
annecy says , no smoking
annecy says , no alot of things ...
BUT ! because of that .
i love her! haha annecy post on my blog with out me knowing cause
annecy knows my password .
annecy annecy annecy ...
haha how long have i known annecy ?
ive known annecy since i was p2
right annecy ?
hahaha annecy is big , annecy is strong , annecy will sit on u if u ever bully her
so u better not bully her
or annecy will sit on you . ohhwells im not making sense . hahah

okay heres to u annecy !
lol ahhaha

okay okay
serious now ,
i HATE people who have stupid attitudes
like JA.....
i shall keep u in suspense
go die

2007-09-05T18:29:00.000-07:00

thank you annecy !
lol haha you rock:)
lol haha so colourful arh?
okayokay .
so today we are going out! haha go walk walk
go shop shop , go play play ..
i woke up like at seven this morning and i cant go back to sleep .
its pure retardedness.
and a waste of time.
i just realised when theres no sch , i will wake up super early .
when theres sch , i will think of excuses to pon cause i feel tired.
hmmm.... so how now?
i got nothing to do..
my parents goin out now so means i can
have the house all to my selff!!!!

2007-09-05T02:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO JOWEE WONG WEEWEE!:D

what's with those posts huh?!
okay,
i'm boredd.
so i decided to hack into your account if i even remembers it.
and the good news is,i remembered.
so here i am.

blogging some lame thing on your blog.
so have you decided where we're going tmr?
lalalala:/
we shall go somewhere.
i don't know what i'm saying larhh.
& why you offline so fast?!

i haven't finished talking to you yet.
doodoo head.
the red's damn nice.
don't mind me.
:DD
i should type more using red since it's so frickin' nice.
rosey arh rosey.
how's PHUA CHU KANG?!

i know you know what i'm talking about.
lalalala:/
someone go east coast never bring me along.
snifffffff.
bump into your "BEST" friend some more.
don't bad larhh!
:DD

i very hungry already.
shall stop and go cook maggi mee.
since i'm too lazy to get myself out of the frickin' house.
ahahahahha!
:DD

BYEBYE!:DD
THANK ME FOR BRIGHTENING YOUR DULL POSTS.
AHAHAHAHHAHA!
you're welcome.

-ANNECY!:DD

2007-09-05T01:58:00.000-07:00

its been far too long.
now that nothing's happenin.
nothing's changing.
nothing's gonna work ....
goodbye

2007-09-04T04:29:00.000-07:00

today!
omg went to east coast to cycle ...
saw some people ohhwells.
hmmm it was damn ridiculous .
i cycle halfway den got one tortise
in the middle of the path ..
wah lao scare me la...
hmmmm den some idiot ran his bike into my sisters bike ..
she flew off and kinda hurt her self ...
after that she fainted,
ohhwells ......
i think she like fainted twice,
weird ....
hmmmmmmmm
so boring...
and im damn tired....
tmr theres like lotsa tuition for me again ...
so i hope thursday i can go out ...
hmmm
better start studying soon man ...
or i might just die....
hmmm
okay okay
goodbye.....
damn boring...

cause it anit the same no more.
cause its still the way it is.
and no its not working.
yeah i know its hard .
and it needs time .
well i dun think times gonna heal this shit

leave it

2007-09-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

today was fun: )

2007-09-02T03:01:00.000-07:00

today was kinda .....
nvm really waste time ....
damn tired .
dun feel like blogging at all
ohhwells byebye

2007-08-31T05:57:00.000-07:00

HELLO
TODAY was freaking fun!!!
haha , teacher's day after that !!!
we met , den go watch dead slience , with siti,annecy,eliza,claudia,selene,keith,anddddddddddddd victoriaaa
lol haha sick man the show .... i dun like the mouth part
scary sia lol haha i grabbed annecys hand. lol hhaaha
ohhhh sosososoooooo after the movie , we went to town to walk walk
went to far east so that eliza and annecy can get their slipers lol hhaa .
dendenden went to cine , met aidan and marvin ....
walk walk abit den go go back to toa payoh ...
den waited with marvin for his parents to come pick him up ....uh huh ...
we waited in ec macs , then we were like talking talking talking den suddenly
on the outer side of the glass window thingy , there was like this lizard stuck to it ,
den another one came , and another .... so in total , there was like three all crawlling and
stuck to the glass thigy damn disgusting , can see it eating the flies , eeeyerrrr , dammnnn
sickkk.....
so den walked to the library den waited awhile more and his parents came .
i walked home ..... just reached home ... damn tired tmr have to wake up early for tuition again . den ahve chinese tuition too ... damn siannn....
ohhwells......

sometimes
things cant be rushed ,
sometimes
things are meant to be left doubtful til the time comes.
sometimes
sometimes.....
it takes a while to make things better ,
it takes time to get back to the begining .
now that things are the way they are ,
lets just see how it goes.
before its too late again

2007-08-29T00:18:00.000-07:00

cause it was you that made it this way .
cause it hit the limit.
and now it wont be the same .
thanks to you it wont be the same .
i hope this gets to you .
so you know how its like to be treated the way
you treat us .
no , ur not innocent .
get that ?
and i think you know it too.
certain people gives into you .
and you take it for granted .
whats that supposed to mean?
thats not fair , not to us at least .
tried everything hoping that you would not cry .
cause you're our friend .
but i dun think thats what you see.
it would always be our fault .
haha its funny isnt it?
insulting us indirectly ?
you might not notice . but we do .
we have feelings too.
think .
it may be us that ur hurting .
not you.
have you thought that maybe we could cry too?
maybe we have strong feelings too ?
ohh haha i almost forgot . how would u know?
you too innocent to know.
i cant believe im even typing this .
what has become of you?
wheres that person i used to share everything with gone?
hah. its life isnt it ?
life's cruel and unfair.
i sound like an effin b**** for typing all this .
but i guess you should know .
thats what friends really are for .
you have to know .
even if its the ugly truth of something that you think you right .
you have to face it damn it .
go on cry . cry like you always do .
i dont know what to say anymore .
cause you're really taking it over the limit .
and no . i dont like people touching my hair
ESPICALLY my hair . so leave it .
you're stressed? im stressed too .
do you mind?
it hurts . it really does .
why cant you understand?
ohh i forgot you're TOO INNOCENT to understnd .
sorry for all these .
all thats left are memories .
please dont say another word .
please dont destroy the only thing thats left .
memories.

2007-08-28T06:23:00.000-07:00

i did a reallllllyyy stupid thing today .
i tried carving a Z on my ankle with the penknife .
wahhhh pain la ... bloody too... mmmm lucky nvr cut deep ..
damn itchy....
AHHWELLS
GOODBYE