1.Have you ever use a penknife to cut yourself? yes
2.Why didyou do it?i was slashing paper .. and some smart ass made me suck the blood -.-
3.Have you been to another country w/o parents. yupp
4.Who do you love right now? my frens? my gumbo fam? and someone someone...
5.Do you believe in love at first sight? maybe
6.Ever felt so jealous of your friend? of cos..
7.What was the last thing you did? specify please
8.What is the past that you miss alot? ix really none of ur bloody shit bussiness
9.Who was the last person you ate with? my family?
10.How many times has your pagebeen viewed?i cant be bothered
11.How's the weather right now? no feeling
12.Last person you called today? i haven called anyone today ..
13.Last person who called you? gerogina MY CRAZEE ' maw cow ' lol
14.Last song you sang? IS SCREAMING AND YELLING COUNTED?
15.Last time you danced? the time you died
16.Lost a friendship oversomething stupid? yes .. but thinkin abt it ... i dun nd a fren like that anyway
17.Smoke? nah .. i wonder how it taste like : )))
18.Dumped someone before? hmm
19.Been really depressed before? yes really depressed ...
20.Faked being sick to miss school? lol all the time .. my parents believe anyway :)
21.What time did you wake up today?5.30 den cannot slp liao
22.Current taste? wad? taste wad?
23.What sports do you do? I-LIKE-SLACKING sports
24.Whatare you wearing right now?oversized tee and oversized shorts
25.Are you too shy to ask anyone out? see who ur talkin bout la
26.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?hair shoes piercings
27.Where are you now? in the living rm
28.What date is it? APRILS FOOL
29.Current thoughts? thinking abt somebody ...
30.Did you go somewhere yesterday? yeah tution and macs
31.What do you do there? study study study
32.How old are you? im alr 14 AND ACCORDING TO SOME PPL IM TOO OLD
33.Areyou mature or immature? dun ask me
34.Are you an only child? no i am stuck with a 9 yr old annoying female creature
35.Where do you go shopping? far east , bugis , blah blah blah
36.Do you like your school? isnt it obvious??
37.Do you like books? yeah i guess ...
38.Do you wanna get married? see how first
39.TO WHOM? ahem i said SEE HOW FIRST !!!


Name 5 people to ask them do this quiz.
1)gina pork/siti
2) zhen yang
3) someone
4) someone
5) someone

so ! tution! ah ha ! so fun ! lol excapt the part where kian sing and the yeo bin took pictures of us .... i think both of them very annoying.... piss us off only ... hhahas but! we will get our revenge! tonite ! i shall post his pictures on the blog! kenasai ! so every one will see !! hahas ohh! jeremy fell off the chair on to favian ... he sit half way den he fell off ... at first only sumthing rong with his bladder but now his ass also got problem hiaz ... i pity him ... later the brain also kena.....
den we were playing cos i finished my compo early ... den i threw the box of sweets at yeobin .. i aim rongly almost hit his ahem instead... im so sorry!! i dint mean it!! lol
okay den after tution we went to macs with siti .... at first zy say he might meet so we waited ... den he said he wont ... i think he saw me i dint see him!!! wth .... later in the end oso nvr meet ...nxt time i will nvr ever meet him again! i promise!!!! xppppppp
hahhas soooooo... yeah we went ard tp den it was time we headed hm ... i was abt t board the bus wen i turned ard ... OHHMIGOSHHHH!! this guy in white looked extreamly like zy!!! wth i thought was him okayyy!! i kena shocked i almost walked into the person in front of me .... wad the heck!! ohh todays compo topic was on BGR and i think me and georgina were so into writing it we totally shut out everything ard us! lol we were blasting music den the teacher who wwas all the way in the front was like !! very loud ... we look at her den continue our work ! lol hahahs man i think i wan to do something fun ... im so bored at hm all day .. keep doin all the same thing again n again .. play comm .. do work ...study ... read... eat ... slp ....study .... haiz ... im bored i nd something to do !!! argh!!!

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
yeah

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
she did it infront of the entrance

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
not pai seh one

the tears i cried.. says:
siao liao

the tears i cried.. says:
digg her bra for money ?

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
yeah..she put it in there............

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
i guess.

the tears i cried.. says:
shes uber retarded ..

the tears i cried.. says:
i hope she even wore bra

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
yeah..ahahahas

the tears i cried.. says:
i hope the woman dun forget to wear her bra out if not no money

the tears i cried.. says:
how to go hm ?? dig underwear ar/

the tears i cried.. says:
?

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
hahahahas

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
omg..omg...my stomach pain

the tears i cried.. says:
lol

the tears i cried.. says:
laugh until pain or wad?

the tears i cried.. says:
I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
yeha

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
*yeah

the tears i cried.. says:
lol

the tears i cried.. says:
hahhas later she forget wear underwear

the tears i cried.. says:
dig socks

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
lolss..where

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
got ppl

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
forget wear

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
underwear

the tears i cried.. says:
got claudia

the tears i cried.. says:
if not she wont ask if yall

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
hahahs

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
right

the tears i cried.. says:
wearing anything inside


I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
claud is super dumb pls

the tears i cried.. says:
lol i noe

the tears i cried.. says:
maybe one day she might forget too

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
hhahahas..omg..i think i will laugh like hell

the tears i cried.. says:
lol

the tears i cried.. says:
den ur stomach will pain again ...

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
me too...

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
but i doubt so..cause..you will be too slow

complete my life[if u aint got no money gett ur broke ass off yeah.] KENASAI... says:
u too?

complete my life[if u aint got no money gett ur broke ass off yeah.] KENASAI... says:
ohh

complete my life[if u aint got no money gett ur broke ass off yeah.] KENASAI... says:
no la

complete my life[if u aint got no money gett ur broke ass off yeah.] KENASAI... says:
rocket very fast one pewwwwww

complete my life[if u aint got no money gett ur broke ass off yeah.] KENASAI... says:
ka bushhhh

complete my life[if u aint got no money gett ur broke ass off yeah.] KENASAI... says:
i smash into u while u jump over the moon

complete my life[if u aint got no money gett ur broke ass off yeah.] KENASAI... says:
poor eliza become prata

complete my life[if u aint got no money gett ur broke ass off yeah.] KENASAI... says:
tsk tsk

let me tell u the story behind this lame thingy ..... well .... eliza started off with jumppin over the moon i dont noe how she does it but she sure got super long legs to do something that is of such a HIGH task ! hahhas kenasai ....
hahhas yes so yeah n i am takin off in my super duper rocket to go find her around the world
i shall name it hmmm... ar AROUND THE WORLD IN A ROCKET IN THE SKY LOOKING FOR ELIZA WHILE SHE JUMP OVER THE MOON ..yes..... hmm
hahahs so boring eliza came down fm the moon liao so say she go play with her hamster ... .leave me alone here ... haiz .... i shall go play with the ants la ...if i cant find one ... byee

sometimes i just dun noe wad to do anymore ....
why must this happen? i didnt do anything rong and all i get is scolding again and again
why???
will someone at least tell me wad i did rong?? i dun feel that i have done something rong.... u noe ever since that incident , he nvr trusted me anymore ... i can tell... n i nvr trusted him any more either ,..... i dun noe wads rong
maybe lifes like that .... forget it...

THIS POST IS DELICATED TO MY MUMMY
cos i love her berry berry much!!
AND I THINK I LOVE HER MORE AND MORE EACH DAY!!
THANKYOU MUMMY ! I LOVE UR COOKING!!! MUCKS!!!!
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU!!!!!









hahhahs im so random but nvm ! i lovemy mummy!! your the best mummy in the world!!!muckzz!!!!!!!
hahahhahahs (my mummygave me the uber nice jacket!!))omg mummy i lurrbb euu!!!

AND STEPHANIE TAN FM 2/6 I AM NOT A CHAO AH LIAN!!! I DUN WAN TO BEEEEE!!!!!!1

kenasai ppl kenasai......
im here to prove something to STEPHANIE TAN AND MARIE THIO!
wong zhen yang
is my very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very goooooooooooooooodddddddddd smart ass fren who is super clever and super smart n he thinks right unlike SOME PEOPLE!!AND AND AND , who understands every rubbish i say ... n HES MY KOR! omg la nothin more nothin less.... yall dun anyhow anyhow i tell u .... later i run after u with chopper n my super sidekick come n chop u den u noe.... and with that said i wan to thank him for being such a good fren too!! hahhaahas
SO STEPHANIE TAN AND MARIE THIO YALL CAN STOP SPROUTING YOUR NONSENSE IN CLASS YEAH !!!
(i still love yall both la ) :)))))))))kenasai





byeee

Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' downI don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuzI done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like minebaby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to meNever knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit mesearch around the world but you will never find another shorty like mineshorty like mineI tell my ni99as that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)Cute face nice size like (mineee)Fake kitted hood wit like (mineee)Lean walk talk the talk Let me tell u some moreI knew when I ran into this one she would be the redrum of my pimpin'Knew she would be the one to make me stop caring about other girlson my jock and gettin' them she was the one to slow me down hold me downI roll wit her know go wit it now Im'a grow wit it now I'ma go get her thas howI got her don't be mad you can't get one hotta broke them up when they made lil' mommaI don't care what my ni99as say she been there everyday for my drama Some of the homieshate cuz they want her wish they the ones thas datin' my woman gone get a good look cuz she fineand I don't mind cuz she mineOnly thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' downI don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuzI done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like minebaby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to meNever knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit mesearch around the world but you will never find another shorty like mineshorty like mineI tell my ni99as that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)Cute face nice size like (mineee)Fake kitted hood wit like (mineee)Lean walk talk the talk Chris help me tell them was upAll this love inside of me and all I wanna do is give it to herI don't care wat the fellas say bout it cuz I got somethin' to say bout itWat I'm about to say is straight up real talk no cut I don't play bout' itThere ain't a price u can put on a girl who knows just wat to say whenyou need to hear it the most and I'ma tell you somethin' else ifI don't know nothin' else I knowOnly thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' downI don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuzI done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like minebaby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to meNever knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit mesearch around the world but you will never find another shorty like mineshorty like mineI tell my ni99as that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)Cute face nice size like (mineee)Fake kitted hood wit like (mineee)Lean walk talk the talk Chris help me tell them was upI wanna give her the world and I ain't even tryna lose herI'm addicted to my girl and the way that she twirks in that little skirtjust for me in the club in the crib in the streets she represent for l-b-dube-n-t she a nice with the pretty brown bright eyes I'm a winner wit theright prize I'ma give it to her to the rythm of a hi-hat she got a beautiful mindyou can't buy that and the site of her behind when she walk on by make ani99a wanna try that she got the prettiest smile and she gangsta keep mefrom runnin' wild and i thank her and we can talk about anything she gotgood conversation my homie and my friend and plus she patientOnly thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' downI don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuzI done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like minebaby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to meNever knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit mesearch around the world but you will never find another shorty like mineshorty like mineI tell my ni99as that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)Cute face nice size like (mineee)Fake kitted hood wit like (mineee)Lean walk talk the talk Chris help me tell them was upOnly thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' downI don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuzI done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like minebaby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to meNever knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit mesearch around the world but you will never find another shorty like mineshorty like mine

okay so i went out ... kinda boring la ... my two aunts n me .... we went to eat .. in this hong kong thingy .... kinda nice ....so we were on the bus hm wen my aunty suddenly said :' i feel like swimming ... i wan to jump into a pond... ' at first i thought she said rongly den i asked ..... :" u wan to swim in a POOL isit? .. .. she was like :" yeah pond cos pool must pay money ... den if dun nid to pay means must buy condo....
omg i tell u .... so funny my aunty so random these days ....
okay nvm ahhh i feel so happy today .....i dunno y .... lalalalas ...
ohh i think this is the funniest thing i heard all day

A new reason for hate. says:
Really la he everyday confirm play soccer

A new reason for hate. says:
Literally

A new reason for hate. says:
If not he at home kick that rubber ball around.

im tired , i had enough , i want to cry it all out, but somehow your not worth my tears anymore.... says:
lol

im tired , i had enough , i want to cry it all out, but somehow your not worth my tears anymore.... says:
i think thats so

im tired , i had enough , i want to cry it all out, but somehow your not worth my tears anymore.... says:
funny




lol

do you noe how i feel? no u dont .. u will nvr noe...
do u understand? no u dont... u nvr ...
y do u have to do this to me?? i did nothing rong....
will u EVER understand...

you noe , sometimes i ask myself .. why do i love my mum so much? why do i respect her more then my dad? well ix because she understands me ... she believes me....i really appricate that mummy ... thank you ... my dad thinks i smoke .... like wad the heck ... im so pissed man .... he doubts me .... how can he ...im his daughter ... he said i dont feel anything he says i wont rmb wad he says once he finish telling me ... i hate it u noe.... i have feeling one okay im just keeping all my feelings inside of me so that at lest no one sees me in crying to my self in the night wen every one is asleep rite??? on one cares u noe.... everyday i pretend to be happy n every thing.... but it has been so many mths i cry myself to slp ...reason why?? cos my dad dont believe me... well thank you dad ... thank you very much for not believing me ... THANKS ! i really mean it .. well at least i noe mummy believes ... and thats enough for me ... i dont need to noe anything else ... thank u mummy i love u so much... my dad thinks i will run away .... he insisted to fetch me all the way to tution ... den after tution i usually go hm myself... den he wanted to fetch me ... butden later he called n ask me to go hm myself ... he asked me to walk hm ... which he nvr did b4 .. because ix too quiet ... wen he said that i knew he was following me... so i walked by the super quiet way n let him follow ... sometimes i wonder if he noes wad hes doing .... he dosent trust me ... i bet he thinks i will run away .... hah! im not that stupid... run away for wad?? siao ar... no one in the right mind will do it...
i dun wan to say anymore i wan to cry ... bye ppl

this post is dedicated to my mum... i hope one day you will see this... i love you mummy!!!

weel todays so boring the sports day so boring n freaking hot make me all sticky ... sumore they changed the seats den in the end we had to sit in the sun...so boring ..haiz ... so so so after that we went to ec to go watch stomp the yard...damn cool la besides the fact that claudia keeps talking thru out the show ... she will all of a sudden go: AHHH HES PUMPIMG" or wad ever she said ... damn retarded , my advice to u ppl man dont go watch movie with claudia if u do dont sit ANYWHERE near her at all .. ix no good for ur ears...hahhas ohh den we went to the library yet again claudia made so much noise ... lol she makes alot of sound even when she dont even have to..lol....okies i need go have dinner alr i going tution today learn different topic hahhas i cant wait !
bye...

heyy im here to intoduce to you my GUMBO FAMILY!!
gillian:billy gumbo
claudia:wee wee gumbo
eliza:mona liza gumbo
annecy:ga la gumbo
najla:dee dee gumbo
siti:sissy gumbo
georgina: gigi gumbo
marion:filly gumbo
suzanne:suzy gumbo
abigail: bibi gumbo
stephanie:hanie gumbo
marie: lili gumbo
zoey:chilli gumbo
i noe la im super lame but wad can i do? so boring wad lol hahhas
man i miss tution so boring now days i need to go tution to enjoy ... i noe ppl dun enjoy tution but i do cos i make alot of noise hahhas poor ppl have to endure me n gigi gumbo ... stupid zhengmeng .... last week he wah lau me ... i dropped my caculator so i screamed den he look at me n say '''' wah lau'''den he rub his ear ... i dun like his attitude ... he sucks big time la lol hahahs ohh n that damn stupid favian that ahem likes .. wah lau he see us only den run like as if me and gina goona chase him with a knife to chop him into millions of tiny pieces lildat the dumb ass...i think he sucks .. big time too...all of them ..and that stephanie tan! she own me bubble gum lorr ... horrible sia ..... i wan bubble gum i dun care !!!! hmph !!!!

haiz i think today was kinda fun i guess....
we had this sec two retreat thingy .... so in the end every one was crying n huggin and all kinda fun la .....so sad la ...but there was something i learned today .."no matter wad happens in life , you are always special "
i think this phrase is damn meaningful....
so so so sfter that got aa so boring la pls . the stupid p5 gals so unfrendly lorr
they were like so ... argh ... i ask the for their names like a total of 5 times .. only one gal told me la .. n i dint catch her name so difficult to rmb lor .... i so like my previous two-of-a-kind la
they are like super cute!n straight forward no doubt.... hhahahs
ohh something retarded happened ... we left sch , at 7-11 den claudia realised her wallets were missing ... like wad the.. so we decided to walk back to sch... if that was not enuf , we spilt ways to find for it in the art rm, classrom , n offic ... so me shan n yuanmay were going up the stairs n yuan walked ahead of us la so shan was with me den all of a sudden yuan was like "gerrrrrr" den shan jumpped n cling onto me ... hahhas so funny ....so in the end we decided to check our bags & HOLYY MOLEYYYYYYYYY IT WAS IN SHANS BAG
WAD THE.... hahhahs so yeah ... okay i dun post le bye

MY GOODY GOODY GUM DROP :



jim-ba-lie crawfish pie billygumbo
for tonite im gonna see my cherra meo
pick-it-ta see that car , crazy gogo
for tonite im gonna see my cheera meoo!!
jim-ba-lie crawfish died billygumbo
for tonite im gonna see my cheera meo
pick that tar fm afar crazy bobo
for tonite im gonna turn into hairy fish-o!

FERGALICIOUS DEFANICIOUS MAKES THE
CERALS GO COCO
THAY WANT MY FINGERS SO THEY GET THEIR FEETERS N BUY TOTO
I AINT SEXY IM THE FATTIE
COMIN STRAIGHT FM THE POTTY
BOYS JUST COME N KISS MY FATTIES
FATTARLICIOUS...
ITS FATS FATS
SUPERLICIOUSS
sorry ppl this is written by siti hahhas not me kay lol
hahahsh

so today we ACCIDENTALLY met zhen yang at the library ...
hahhas henry was there ..and ohhmigosh!
hes so cute lurr liks small boi boi lildat hhahas
he looks like someone tho i cant rmb hu
n siti thinks hes damn cute too!!! lol
hahhas n zy i so saw ur cut ... abit the pain ar ....
lol
hahhas n nice hair i think ur hair i super nice ! good job! hahhas nvr kena by teachers today eh? lol hahhas
hahhas ohh henry i cant get thru gillian phone i ask her tmr kay lol
hahhas aoo cuuuutttteeeeee aiyyeeeeeee
hahhahs lalalas okay so siti wans me to post abt this thingy we wrote













siti:hahhas..im bored help me!
zoey:sori la my fault again...
siti:huh?how comeur fault?walao damn quiet .hee.i am bringing only bag.
eh i wanna know wads going on this sat . hahahs woots. i wanna be happy! hahahar
zoey: im npt gonna tell u ! :p
siti: hmm then i shall find out . u noe i got my ways ... hmph ! dun fren u !
zoey:awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hahahs :)u will be happy la u trust me:)
siti:rawr , how come got so many smily face ! harhar .err.we sld leave now ya know.its effing slient~
zoey:hhahas okay u nd me to walk u to interchange?
siti:err anything oso can :)
zoey :hahhs okays lets go!



i noe we r damn lame la but hu cares man lol hhahahs
argh i suddenly rmb abt benedict... i kinda miss him man he makes my world spin
hahhas like that day he cycle half way up slope den he roll back all the way down
hahhash hes sooooo cute!!! hahahs omg omg omg i wan go cycling with him again !!! ahhhhh
hahhahs
toodles poodles noodles!
bee bo bee bo
zoey coming thru
burr biess

I AM TRULY SORRY WONG ZHEN YANG ....
I DINT MEAN TO MAKE YOU WAIT IN TP CENTRAL THE WHOLE TIME WHILE I WAS SLEEPING AT HOME LIKE A PIG! I AM SOOOOOO SORRY!!! PLS FORGIVE MEEE!!!??

ahhh
at last i so long nvr post liao ... ive been so busy these few days la wah lau i dun have time for anything anymore n i think im eating too much i shall not eat so much during dinner later hahahas man im damn tired ......ohohoh today i went to ginas house n i thought siti was there too so i wanted to talk to gina abt somthing la so i went to her bros rm n locked the door ... wad the hell she wasnt even at ginas house ...b4 that something happened so i dint noe that she wasent at her house!! omg so malu man ....oh den we were going to fork spoons den we were look that this guys hair .. then the gf saw n thought that we were checkin her guy out so she gave us the look n sat closer to him wad the hell la ... we were like discussing how much uglier that guy can look la... den later got one indian man kept shouting at us ... haiz i thing toapayoh is so infested wif crazy ppl sooner or later i might turn into one too...haiz so ...ohh yea we saw someone that piece of shit kian sing ..... haiz yet again he lost his phone that smart ass keep lossin his stuff .... the thought of him reminds me of my dearest mummy eliza .... she keeps lossing her stuff took haiz they sld like have chains .... to like chain all their stuff onto themselves hah! oh den we went to the garden too ... not a single soul there lor wad the hell .....oh the most funni thing i heard today is that a fish bit zhenyangs face
.... that was damn funny ..... hahhas me n gina was laughing like shit ...hahhash
omg i think gina has a problem smsing......take a look....
georgina:okidoki you bome over to my hus then we leave together?


you tell me la u read liao will laugh anot???i was trying hard not to laugh wen i read that la ... i was out alone la .... pll think im mad man .... hahahs ok ... my oh-so annoy sis bugging me again ... sometimes i wish she would just leave me alone that .. argh ... i hate her la

"Don't get caught up in yourself, he's mine now.!" with these words said she turned her back to leave.it felt like our hearts that used to beat as one had broken into two.i could hear my heart shattering , i had trusted her too much... too much perhaps .at that very moment i wanted to break down and cry . my word was left with nothing at all . she had taken away everything that i had lived for .
as i see them cuddle up together at the corner , i cried bitter tears as i remember that fateful day , he was the one i trusted and maybe even loved , she was the one i confided in . she knew i loved him . she knew he meant the whole world to me , but was it enough? they cheated behind my back . as i watch on helplessly , i unconciously sank deeper and deeper into a negative world of my own .
as i retreated into my small enclosed room, i began to let my self sink into the hurt and sorrows.i lay back on my bed and let the tears flow . tears imedieatly sprung up into my eyes , i felt so hurt . deep within i blamed no one but myself , i should not have trusted them so much , i could not bare the thought of my dearest friend betraying me ....it was too much for me to take as i cried , unpleasent memories flooded thtough my mind ... i was so lost . my parents were divorced , my mother had to work day and night to support this broken family . she did not have time for me , naturally i would turn to mandy to confide my sorrows and pain ...but now was it possible?it will never be the same again . no one cares for me , my mother must hate me alot for bringing her so much trouble ... i decided to end my life . i took a blade and slashed across my wrist . a string of pearl like tears flowed down my cheeks . the blood flowed down my wrist all the way to my fingertips , crawling down my icy cold skin like a stream filled with fury...
this love was killing me , as the first drop of blood hit the cold and misarable ground and stained it, my mother barged in . as i looked at her , i saw her tearstained face , it was only then i saw true love . a kind of love that was undiscribably . i cried as my mother held me tightly in her warm and loving arms , i realised that i had been foolish, i had let my mother down .. i gathered up all the strength i had left and said the words that came straight from my herat .......im sorry mummy...
















okay this is the thingy i owe u zhen yang
if got typo not my fault cos im not supposed to use this comp
bye!!

omg ix been so freaking long since i posted ... well thanks to the new cpu thing my dad changed ... the comps like so sucky now la argh ....so den i nvr go online ... the damn comp cant download the thingy .... so anyway so many things had been happening ... i cant rmb all n wad to post abt ... ahh well nw since ix the holidays , i have to study extra harder ... the study ca1 was like... i dunno anyway wadever happened to the creator of the wtf look? he nvr reply my msg ... i hope his parents are kidding when they threatened to take his phone .... haiz... ohh n eliza went to malaysia rite?? hmmm like so boring now la.... ohh that day i was on the bus with eunice den this old lady who boared the samne bus chased the three pri sch boys away so that she can sit ... if that is not enough .. she poked my butt and ask me to sit down ... obviously i did not ... i mean like i wan to stand or sit is ur problem meh? sheesh .... old ppl now days.... tsk tsk .... hahhas
so so so so so so so so so so i have a lot of things to do now days i dunno why im so busy .... i have to study , study and study n in the end do i get good results?? no ... haiz i guess i have to accept the fact that in not good at studying ... haiz .... oush my head hurts ... theres this sharp pain that .... ahh nvm ... haiz .... ohh yeah i dun have tution 4 two weeks ... how bad can that be man ... i mean like tutions supper fun ... im so in love with it la ... buttden the teacher had to go overseas so yeah .... haiz ix been so long i went online .... but the damm thing aint working i hate this comp it sucks like shit... argh ....okay i gtg le byee ppl .....

i just realised that nowdays every single time i go out with eunice or amanda i would most likely to go home my self...just like yesterday ...i had to take the damned mrt by myself back to toapoyoh argh....i hate being alone ..... i feel so ... alone..... oh but i wasent tat bad yesterday ...had alot fun i guess .... yeah.... ohhh n i bought i bottle of perfume-yy
thingy fm kiddy palace... smells nice... haiz... i think im going mad .....really.. i thimk im loosing it...i cant feel....i think im loosing my feelings..i just dun feel anymore...i dunno wad i
cant feel but i just dun feel ... no feelings ....nothing.... i DUN BLOODY FEEL ... ARGH... I DUN EVEN NOE WAD I FEEL FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE...
omg i think im going crazy ..... shit man .... arghhhh.......okay i think im going mad.... is that a feeling? is going mad counted as a feeling?? omg .....if it is .. dat means i still feel ... but den again i dun feel ... for anything omg...is it or is it not a feeling??
ohh shit i feel like eating ice cream all of a sudden ... ehh wait i do feel ... argh.....













pls do not read wad u have just read
it is just a load of crap n rubbish....
im off to find ice cream nw ....bye
and ohh i thinkk i hate butterflies even more nw......