HELLO
TODAY was freaking fun!!!
haha , teacher's day after that !!!
we met , den go watch dead slience , with siti,annecy,eliza,claudia,selene,keith,anddddddddddddd victoriaaa
lol haha sick man the show .... i dun like the mouth part
scary sia lol haha i grabbed annecys hand. lol hhaaha
ohhhh sosososoooooo after the movie , we went to town to walk walk
went to far east so that eliza and annecy can get their slipers lol hhaa .
dendenden went to cine , met aidan and marvin ....
walk walk abit den go go back to toa payoh ...
den waited with marvin for his parents to come pick him up ....uh huh ...
we waited in ec macs , then we were like talking talking talking den suddenly
on the outer side of the glass window thingy , there was like this lizard stuck to it ,
den another one came , and another .... so in total , there was like three all crawlling and
stuck to the glass thigy damn disgusting , can see it eating the flies , eeeyerrrr , dammnnn
sickkk.....
so den walked to the library den waited awhile more and his parents came .
i walked home ..... just reached home ... damn tired tmr have to wake up early for tuition again . den ahve chinese tuition too ... damn siannn....
ohhwells......


sometimes
things cant be rushed ,
sometimes
things are meant to be left doubtful til the time comes.
sometimes
sometimes.....
it takes a while to make things better ,
it takes time to get back to the begining .
now that things are the way they are ,
lets just see how it goes.
before its too late again

cause it was you that made it this way .
cause it hit the limit.
and now it wont be the same .
thanks to you it wont be the same .
i hope this gets to you .
so you know how its like to be treated the way
you treat us .
no , ur not innocent .
get that ?
and i think you know it too.
certain people gives into you .
and you take it for granted .
whats that supposed to mean?
thats not fair , not to us at least .
tried everything hoping that you would not cry .
cause you're our friend .
but i dun think thats what you see.
it would always be our fault .
haha its funny isnt it?
insulting us indirectly ?
you might not notice . but we do .
we have feelings too.
think .
it may be us that ur hurting .
not you.
have you thought that maybe we could cry too?
maybe we have strong feelings too ?
ohh haha i almost forgot . how would u know?
you too innocent to know.
i cant believe im even typing this .
what has become of you?
wheres that person i used to share everything with gone?
hah. its life isnt it ?
life's cruel and unfair.
i sound like an effin b**** for typing all this .
but i guess you should know .
thats what friends really are for .
you have to know .
even if its the ugly truth of something that you think you right .
you have to face it damn it .
go on cry . cry like you always do .
i dont know what to say anymore .
cause you're really taking it over the limit .
and no . i dont like people touching my hair
ESPICALLY my hair . so leave it .
you're stressed? im stressed too .
do you mind?
it hurts . it really does .
why cant you understand?
ohh i forgot you're TOO INNOCENT to understnd .
sorry for all these .
all thats left are memories .
please dont say another word .
please dont destroy the only thing thats left .
memories.

i did a reallllllyyy stupid thing today .
i tried carving a Z on my ankle with the penknife .
wahhhh pain la ... bloody too... mmmm lucky nvr cut deep ..
damn itchy....
AHHWELLS
GOODBYE

funnaye funnaye funnaye ,
haha today was cool .
finished studying like one chapter of science . . like took the whole day la
waste my time . so boring la.
ohhwells . tonite have to study for my lit and chinese
hmmmm ......




i dont like to be controlled .
i dun like to be made to say wad i dun like to say
theres no use forcing me cause i hate it.
im serious abt not being serious.
so stop doing wad ur doing cause its really annoying .
yeah im talking abt you .
dont pretend you dont noe .
this life is screwed man .
ive done it .
and im not turning back.
cause .......

i lost my ezlink card .
this sucks ,
means i will get scolding .
shoooootttt

it wont work .
cause i said so
i hate this shit
im so freaking stressed
arghh
goodbye

i am a stupid girl
kill me
you would be happy to
trust me
cause
ima stupid girl

im so confused .
i really dunno wad ta do
this sucks
mrs vincent sucks too
she can go ta hell

my aunty is not making things better
she keeps nagging and nagging ,
im alr so stressed over so many things .
i have my hm econs exams tmr , and im baking and stuff . she can come
and nag . before she came home , call her handphone to ask her to buy food for my sister
cause my mum is sick so she cant cook . she dun wan to pick up
den she reached home , i cook maggie mee let my sister eat , she not happy . say wad ,
later hair drop . wah lan . drop den drop la .she still can say why we dont call her
ask her buy . den she dun listen to us , she continue to nag ...den say wad ,
always dun call her .
so i just threw the bowls back into basin
and yelled at her . im a the point of bursting alr damnit.
shit happens in sch . shit happens OUTSIDE of sch . shit happens at home .
shit happens everywhere.....
argh,
goodbye

i had this stupid dream ,
two nights in a row . and i wake up crying .
i hate it . i dun wan it to be real.
my mum's sick
i hope she will recover soon
cause i really dun wan anything to happen to her ,
i love my mummy alot ... so to the shit that called my mother an asshole
watch out sucker . i die alr , will come haunt u one ...
surprisingly today , p.e wads fun .
i nvr really liked p.e espically wen its TJL teaching,
i hope mrs yusoff dosen read this , she said she reads some of 'our'
blogs , wonder wads she pointing to man ,
ohhwells ...
i cant think of anything else to blog abt
.
my life is screwed .
seriously
i hate wads going on ard me .
yeah hate me .
i hate you too.

you're the reason my tears run dry
you're the one that makes me cry .
thinkin of it before i go to sleep
it never fails to make me weep
are you worth the tears ?
the pain and my fears
its stupid enough for me cry , its not even worth atry .
how do you piece it back together ?
when you know this hatred will last forever
you're not worth the tears , cause you're just making it worse
one day you'll know how feels
when i cant bloody chill
it hurts to know how whats it like
when i always loose this fight.

last night was fun man !~
haha after sch me , siti , eliza ,annecy went to far east
lol so so so we walked ard . met selene den came back to toapayoh
haha went to black hole to touch up on our hair , eyeliner blah ...
haha den kena chased out
lol ahaha so we made our way back to sch omggg
the performance thingy was freakin nice laa
lol haha ... so so so we left after that and we went for 'dinner' at ec
haha ..... left the place at abt ten plus lildat
lol haha was supppppperrrr fun
hahah , nvr had so much fun since ..........
nvm its not worth it anyway ,
ohhwells haha i shall not post abt my shi bai cake
haha im gonna msg elizaaa byebye

tmr!
goin out!
its the last time
before the exams really starts
ohhwells
bought hair spray today
altho the purple not that obvious
argh
so annoying
anyways , today was productive
okay goodbye
i said what i had to say
now its ur turn to say it to my face ,
i rather u call me an effing dunnowad to my face
den to do it behind my back
yes you damnit
yes you

i am a very happy person
dun spoil my mood

today today today
i rushed to finish my chinese tuition homework
and wad happens? my mum messaged me during lessons and says that the teacher
cant make it today .
and if thats not enough , i left all my books in sch DEN my mum called again
and say the teacher can make it today ,
omg annoying can? its not like if she can make it so
i MUST make it right
if she keeps changing the time like that , its not fair to me too
ohhwells so i went to ec with alot of ppl
den one by one they went home and stuff.
yeah den blah blah blah
i just realise my dad is a bit weird , the last time he did something really bad to me was to check my bag to search for cig , he still can ask me . 'u got smoke anot ? give me yr bag , i check.'
den he walked me all the way to tuition , and wad? followed me home like a stalker .
and yesterday , he went to spy on my for like half an hour .
damn it , its annoying can.
ohhwells . forget it . ohh im gonna study . good byeworld

i so have to study
nows 4.22 im gonna start at 5
i hope i can get stuff into my head
maths .
i better start UNDERSTANDING it man
screw everything la
screw my life too
ohhwells .
okay im off to study
goodbye

just cause i said im okay dosen mean i am
today was fun . i guess . went to bugis street .
the clothes damn hot . im saving up to buy something
.went wih gina siti vic aidan .
kinada fun la . den aidans fren marvin came .
blah blah blah
dunno wad shit ...
anyway i got my shorts yesterday ..
spent quite alot these few days .
nvm .
i need music .
my brains not working ...
nvrmind.
i haven eaten a proper meal in a whole day
and i dun wan to .
i have seriously no mood to eat anymore.
the more i look at my phone .
the more i hate it .
i hate it..
its really stupid how things really are .
its too ridiculous that all these are even happening .
yeah i hate my life . i freaking hate it .
this is the way i wan it to end .
so just leave it alone
at least there were memories .
cause ur really spoiling it .
and it will never be the same again .
cause its totally different .
freaking exams are commin alr .
im freakin stressed .
sec two really screwed my life .
but thank goodness i have my frens
goodbye world.

[b]I could fix those pain that bleeds inside of me.[/b] says:
relax my fear.
[b]I could fix those pain that bleeds inside of me.[/b] says:
*dear,
[b]I could fix those pain that bleeds inside of me.[/b] says:
sorry sorry
[b]I could fix those pain that bleeds inside of me.[/b] says:
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stuff.
i need to cry ,
goodbye.