Simple Life

Thursday, May 31, 2007

i shall stop eating. today i shall not eat thank you very much .
i mean it.. i will drink and ever thing but im so not gonna eat.
goodbye

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

i feel like blogging and i dun feel like blogging
thing is im supposed to be studying.
i dun care im seriously gonna finish my book review by tonite.
its like erm 240 words?
and im gonna start on geog ... things are lookin real bad for now.
sometimes i really cant stand it ... i screw almost everysingleshitthing.
and i wanna go out i seriously need to shop... i dunno ... i i i i i need to go out...
one day when i really explode, im gonna really blow my top... i cant say much here
later others might know .i rather .... forget it... it makes no sense to type all this shit out when theres
no reason to do so ...
tuition is okay i guess i can cope with lesser ppl ard, lesser distraction.
i cant blog anymore with my sister ard like some kind of spy.
spyin on wad im typin abt. goodbye

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

okay ... i seriously need to talk to zy
if ur reading this im bloody pissed now and ..
i am goin to explode soon ... if i do not cool down i am gonna kill kill
EVERYSINGLETHINGTHATCOMESMYWAY

seriously the world is screwed .
no one knows whats happening anymore.
sometimes i just cant take it i feel like screamin.
and i keep loosin my temper lately.
screw it ..
well im done with my history and english holiday hmwk .. left the rest of the shit.. and i havta study
harder for the rest .. i dun wanna fail again. it sucks
i think im havin tuition every single day thru out the holidays
hmmm my mums gonna leave for genting in like erm 3 days? man how am i gonna survive?? with my dad?! no way im gonna
live thru out !! im so gonna stay out man ... i dun care i havta stay out and study ..
seriously. man oh man the stupid maths is super difficult.. i cantake it anymoree.....
i dun wanna type..i feel super lazy .... i need to study!! i need to do that stupid book review i need to do this i need to do that .... i wanna go out ... i wanna use the comp for a longer period of time i wanna play i wanna do everything i cant.why is it like that ?!!? stupid this stupid that ...
screw it all...
goodbye.. i shall not type anymore....
its soooo stupid.
grr

Monday, May 28, 2007

sometimes i just cant take it anymore..

Sunday, May 27, 2007

omgggg i got the jacket i wanted!!! omgomgomgggg
uh huh!! wooohoooo!!! yupyupp my mum getting me my shorts too!
first time in my whole entire life i fought with my mum last night,
i feel damn bad ... she actuallydint talk to me until i apologised today!
hahas hmmm anywayy i shopped the wholllleee
day?!!!saw soo manyyyy hot lollipops!!! weeee
okay gtg byeeee im startin to miss schh

Saturday, May 26, 2007

so my dad took my internet connection so annoying

Thursday, May 24, 2007

haha okay i shall post zhenyang ask me to....
hmm
theres nothing to post u noe...
so boring....i haven bathe yet hahaha i feel so lazy ...
anyway i wan to buy more straws ... fold stars!
yay! lol haaha i dun care i need to go shoppin la! i wan to buy jacket! grrrr
hmm i keep using grrrrr these days ... i dunno why too... anyway i feel super highhhh
lalalaalalallaaaa
except for ppl who annoy the shit outta me...
anyway i think im annoyin too la...
hmmmm im suppoes to call gina back but the phone is like soooooo
far away....
i need to walk like to the table ...
hmmmm my sis got her report book back ... ]
bet shes gonna get it fm my dad when hes home well den i better go now before i also kena
grrrr
byeeeee

i dun feel like bloggin , maybe tonight...

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

i shall post ...
hmmmm i think two eight is sooo much more united then before...
we got forth place for everything i think ...better den last year... GO TWOEIGHIT !!!
so ... i think being the refree is shit.
yeah ... so today im back early ... why ? cosmy mum wants me home so i can 'babysit'
my sis .... so annoying! i cant stand it ! hmm ohh siti if ur reading this
ur watch is with me ! lol hahah u forgot to take it back! and i totally forgot abt it too!!
haha mmm so during lunch,its super cool i tell u !me and eliza mix every left over food or soup we had and all the drinks and we tasted it ! haha damn fun! (sure get stomach ache) dun call me if u get tummyache eliza!lol hahaha ... and we drank miso soup thru straws lol haha
its ridiculous and stupid but damn fun!!
mmmm mygosh my eyes are closing! i need to sleepppp
grrrrr i dunno why i feel so tired these few days ....
i shall go bathe and go sleep goodnite /good afternoon/wadever it is ,ppl...
omg! i just rmb! i need to go see lu lao shi with my mummy i dun wanna see herrrrr
i fail chinese like shit!
too bad
okok byeeeeee

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

sometimes i just dunno wad to do anymore.

the more i look at you ...

the more i ask myself why ?

goodbye.

today sucked .

Monday, May 21, 2007

i dun wanna post abt today ....

im bored...

and ...

forget it...

ijustwanyoutounderstand

imdoingthiscositsunfairtouiguess.

andihopeuwillunderstand.

imsorrythingsturenedoutthewayitdid.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

today=super boring

i spent my whole afternoon

sleeping ...

but i woke up to cook something for my ohh-so-annoying

sister cos she was buggin me to cook the stupid egg

for her,

den i cut my hair ..

and finally!

after sooo long i sat down and started reading

my old diaries ,

looking back ... we were really young and inmatured.

crying , fighting and all...

i think that becoming a sec two has really

changed how we think .

maybe , just maybe .....

anyway , looking at wad i wrote in those diaries ,

made me think back , the

earlier memories , wad happened , the frens we lost , the frens we made....

lol

okay bye ppl

i lazy type

Saturday, May 19, 2007

omg this is so not happening ...
i cant find a nice skin i wanna change the stupid skin cos ppl are saying its too emo
hmmm i shall do it tmr i feel lazy today ...
my sis is super annoying ..
now she complain until .. my dad is so annoying....
i hate her .

Friday, May 18, 2007

hmmm...

today today today .....

supposed to go out!

but! i dint...

haiyo...i cant believe it ...

its a saturday .. and exams are over and wad am i doing?

i am sittin at hm... even my parents are not bringing me out..

haha...

and this morning kiansing woke me up.

asking if we having tution at six, when tution alr stopped!

lol so i had to wake up and call him and all...

yes n i get scolded for complainin that im tired.

horrible..

haiz...im supposed to meet gina to walk ard tp....

but den again ...

i cant ... my parents are home...

hmmm maybe if they go out later i shall sneak out for awhile...

and where in the world do i go ?

omg ... this is so freaking stupid.

eunice has the bowling thingy

amanda c. is grounded

gina can olny stay in tp

siti go meet SOMEONE

eliza has to play ball with small kids

annecy , i dunno i nvr ask her

omggggggggggggggg

i wannnnaaaa goo outtttttttttt

mmmm...

okay my dads out and my mums home....

so im just sitting around waiting...

okay my mums goin out too...

sooo i will be left at home with my sis ! and some other people ..

hmmmm

wad to do ? wad to do?

i wannnnnnnnnnaaaa do somethinggggg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSwuwkhNVI8&NR=1

i failed lit , science , geog , maths , chinese , history and sova

and wad my parents tell me .' its okay, you tried our best .... work harder'

and wad do i do ? i cry ... im such a stupid good for nothing ass..... i worked damn hard for this exam hopin to prove to my family that im not stupid and not the piece of shit my dad called me... i studied and i failed ... sometimes i just wanna give up ...

thanks mum and dad for understanding...

anyway .... today ....was kinda fun ...... had lunch and all den went to the basketball court to watch the rest play .....lol yupp... thats abt it ....i just realised nowdays my posts are gettin shorter ...i dunno ...

goodbye.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

im tired ....
and i hate it if people lie to me..
goodnight.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.

Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.

He said,"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,

Grandma's daddy didn't like me none,

but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.

Get married in the first town we came to,

and live forever.

But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet,

insteadI found this letter,

and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do,

don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;

I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,

I'll be loving you.

Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,

In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.

I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;

But as he said these words to her,

his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;

I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down,

darling wait and see.

And between now and then,

till I see you again,I'll be loving you.

Love, me.Between now and then,

till I see you again,

I'll be loving you.

Love, me.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

im supposed to be in sch

but im sitting at home , in front of the com.

i woke up with this stupid sore throat .

i thought it would go away after awhile but no!

it hurts like shit ....

i wanted to go to sch today laaaa.....

yeah last night was shit ....

made me so ...

idunno ....

forget it ....

i cant be bothered anymore .. seriously ... if u wan to think that way

then so be it ....

i know ur reading this . im not dumb.

goodbye..

i shall post again later....

today today todayy...

weee

stupid vivo thingy ....

sucks like shit!

wahhhh i super happy today can!

cos cos cos

i woke up early !

and wad ! i reached sch early for the first timee!!!

lol ahhahs den ,

i am supperrr duuuperr

happy cos!

TJL

kena suspended

hahahas for wad?

for confiscating some girls bra!

lol hahas

serves her right.....

she dosen have the right to do that anyway ....

horrible

den we went bugis shopping and stuff ...

i wannn thatt jackettt

lol neh mind i shall go get it on sat ...

maybe ask eunice to go get it with meee... lol haahs

hmmm

ohhmygoodness

i soo wan my shorts!! but mummy has no time to get it

for meee

i wann

i wan

iwannnnnnnnnnn

ohh zhenyang if ur readin this!!!

so long nvr talk to u!!!

lol im so sorry ....

hmmm

i shall not msg anymore...

msges running out ....

im screwed.....

Monday, May 14, 2007

todayy!!!

omg i was almost late for sch ! hhahas

cos i woke up at like hmm 7.05?

lol

so so so half the time in sch i was msging ppl

hahas so after sch .. i badly wanted to go shop

but only eliza and me ... sobs so in the end never go !

lol so ...hmm called kiansing cos he asked me to....

den alot of other stuff happened ...

yeah so talked on the phone for quite awhile den abigail go ask him something stupid!

hhahas

sososooo

supposed to meet kiansing

but den i got tired of waiting so i told him i go hm first ...

yeah so we msged

blah blah blah

ohh yeah i went to buy a cola lollipop!

lol ahhahs

ohh while we were at kiddy palace

we saw sooooo many cuteeeeeee

toddlersss

omg sooo freakkkinnn cutteee

lol hahas and and and

eliza and annecy!

omg

they too a super

unglam pic of me!

argh

abcdefGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVVVVV

so horrible

lol ahhah so so so

i had a fun day

: ))

Sunday, May 13, 2007

I wrote your name on sand it gotwashed

.I wrote your name in air, it wasblown away.

Then I wrote your name on myheart & I got heart attack.

God saw me hungry, he createdpizza.

He saw me thirsty, He createdPepsi.

He saw me in dark, He createdlight.

He saw me without problems, Hecreated YOU.

Twinkle Twinkle little starYou should know what you areAnd once you know what you areMental hospital is not so far.

The rain makes all thingsbeautiful.

The grass and flowers too.

If rain makes all things beautifulwhy doesn't it rain on you?

Roses are red, violets are bluemonkeys like u should be kept inthe zoo.
Don't feel so angry you will findme there toonot in the cage but laughing atyou.

=Dhehe!!!

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Tell Laura I Love Her
( Ray Peterson )

Laura and Tommy were lovers

He wanted to give her everything

Flowers, presents,But most of all

, a wedding ring

He saw a sign for a stock car race

A thousand dollar prize it read

He couldn't get Laura on the phone

So to her mother,

Tommy saidTell Laura I love her

Tell Laura I need

herTell Laura I may be late

I've something to do,

that cannot wait

He drove his car to the racing grounds

He was the youngest driver

thereThe crowed roared

as they started the race

Around the track they drove at a deadly pace

No one knows what happened that day

Or how his car overturned in flames

But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck

With his dying breath,

they heard him say

Tell Laura I love her

Tell Laura I need her

Tell Laura not to cry

My love for her will never die

Now in the chapel

where Laura prays

For her poor Tommy,

who passed away

It was just for Laura he lived and died

Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry

Tell Laura I love her

Tell Laura I need her

Tell Laura not to cry

My love for her will never die

Tell Laura I love her

Tell Laura I need her

Tell Laura not to cry

My love for her will never die

i know its a really old song but

i like it the way it is ....

hmmm

sometimes i really just do want u to understand

if ur readin this that is

i want u to know u mean alot to me

but its just not more then frens

do u understand?

so stop waiting ,

if thats rude enough .

its not worth it ...

cos its not ..i feel like its all my fault once again .

no wait it WAS my fault frm the begining

forget it ..

today !

was fun!

lol met siti at old place

den we went up and saw annecy , marie and elizaaaa

lol hahhas den !

then we fetched them to

the bus stop

and went to mrt to find zhongxi

hhahas i like his shirt

if only i could design something like that

i think the sky will drop

hmmm den met kian sing ...

he eats alot . i just realised .

yeah so he left , lent him my motorola phone cos

his phone low batt

sooo

after dat we went ard .. den zhongxi had to go for his match

and siti had to go hm AND gina had to go for dinner

so we all left ..

hahhas

AT TUTIONNNN

gina wanted to

go get something to eat so we went

to famous amos

and while walkin out i almost bumped into yeo bin

and all jeremy

can do i laugh loudly .

ohh miss ng is pms-ing

that woman i tell u

got a big bloody problem!

she was like so angry today ...

i think kiansing fought with her after lesson ...

then then then !

i went to buy sushiiiiiii

yup yuppppp

lol hahas three days all i ate was .

2 spoons of noodles

milk

ice cream

lil bit of muffin

two sushi ohh

and something small llllll

lol hahha

ohh and i think im changin back

to elmo skin

cos SOME ppl say this is too emo...

lolll

Friday, May 11, 2007

hahahas ..
i feel so happy today ...
i dunno why ...
i keep smiling to myself ...
hahahhas ... maybe is becos he exams are over and i can
finally do anything i wan .
cos my dad is officially starting work !
hahhahs so he wont come and kar chao me...
ohh i gave my mummy my MOTHER'S DAY present to her alr..
she likes it! hahhas !
okay ... i think i screw up ... goodbye.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

i dunno wad im feeling ...
is no longer abt anything else....

okay .

the person who tagged .

dun come and read my blog.

i dun wan to post today .

make my blood boil.

just leave dont come and read my blog.

GO AWAY.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

people i have something to announce

me and zhenyang

was fake

it was a beautiful lie:)

for a beautiful liar

see!

zhenyang = my older brother

u understand?

u should u know

hahas

see its a BEAUTIFUL LIE

so beautiful right .

yeah .

lielielie

anyway today was shit .

i am so i trouble

and i hope that

the police wont call me

thank you brighid .

u say my name right?

thank you .

SO MUCH

see now i

am in so much trouble .

ihateyou.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

sometimes if u push me too hard .
it will make my blood boil
if u make my frens

u will get it .

u think u pregnant so wad .

u think u pregnant we know meh?

ihateyou

get it?

if u complain to our sch

u see i bring my mother , father

come down and complain

u wan to sue us?

i SUE u first

until ur pants drop.

Monday, May 7, 2007

u crossed the line
now u make me boil
like really boil
u have no right to do that at all
u dun have the right
i said it
and i will do it
if u cross the freakin line
u freakin die
cos , when u insult someone
or anyone that is related to that someone
u die
imeanit

hello

i just came back fm studyin

studied at ec until abt 7.30

den i walked hm

halfway thru , while walkin hm.my mum told me

she was at fork and spoon

so i had to walk back.

why dint she just tell me earlier!

hmm

anyway i had dinner and now im hm!

ahh

im so tired .

i think i will fall asleep soon

and zhenyang!

ur supposed to study with me

at four but!

u dint wake up!

lol hhahhas

and it has not even been a mth

and u got two phones confiscated

ur so pro i tell u

lol hahhahas

anyway back to the post

yiman brighid is not my

younger brother .

he is older and

we dun even know each other .

hmmm

and tmr!

i shall go to ec

to study science

until 8pm

i have to wake at two to learn tingxie

hmm..

i think im gonna fall sick soon

if this continues .

ohh ppl

this friday no

sch

so we are plannin

something like

this

'make yr mother a mother's day present thingy'

nad yeah if u wanna join us

tell me ..

and i tell wad to bring yeah?

okay loves!

goodnight

Saturday, May 5, 2007

wad have i done ?

why?

wad did i do?

i hate this shit .

i cant do anything properly now.

some ppl just dun noe how to shut their

stupid big mouth n stop bein a bloody despo .

im so freakin pissed now.

i cant do anything right .

i cant concentrate on my bloody work

when i look at my work ,

i think of sch ,

when i think of sch ,

i see that person ,

when i see that person,

i think of another person.

this SHIT SUCKS .

i hate it .

i feel so annoyed .

theres this stupid feeling stirrin in me ...

some

stupid feeling.

makes me so uneasy and angry .

im abt to burst ...

eliza where are u ?

i need to tell u something ...

im so freaking angry now

i need to tell u something...

something thats making me feel this stupid freakin way.

i cant take it anymore

i feel like screaming

and crying

yeah

i am a cry baby

wad can u do ?

i like crying

do u care ???!!!

i dun care

you think that by bein a bloody despo

is gonna help

ur wrong cos its

not

u bloody sucker

i hate you

i dun care wad u think

one more time and im thru with u

im gonna kick you ass

i dun care

piss off

thanks siti and kiansing for teaching me my maths yesterday

:DD

and sorry ks i so stupid i still dun understand why must times three

cos if i times three den 85 will be 255

den wad happens to 60?

i think im gonna flunk my maths

i think im down with a flu .

i hate this stupid feeling.makes me feel so sick.i think i dint have enough

sleep thats why im feelin so sick.this is bad. sorry

ppl if i dun msg or reply u . its cos im really really

tired , and sick. so yeah .

i think tp has alot and i mean alot of crazy ppl

not that im bein mean or wad

but

there was this two fifty yr old women

holdin hands and crossin the road.

den under my block . this indian man with bloodshot eyes

took three cans of cat food and

came to me

he mumbled somthin

to me

askin me to take the cans hm

wad the heck!!

and i think he touched my arm.

i thought he was gonna do something else

taking the can to throw at me .

i quickly walked away...

thankgoodness he dint follow me..

and i wanna say thanks to my aunties and grandma

even if yall dun read this im

still gonna say thanks

for something ...

hahahs okay eliza is forcing me

to go slp

i shall

and wake up at four in the morning to study my geog

den slp at six

wake at twelve to study maths!

lol hahhas okay ...

byee

and im so sorry zhenyang i keep not msging u

im really really sorry

and cheer up okay !

im damn tired...

goodbye.

Friday, May 4, 2007

im damn tired..
my head hurts, its damn pain .i woke up at three in the morning

and studied all the way until 6 .. slept for half an hour den go sch.. damn tired . my eyes were puffy and i cant open my eyes ,

today passed so slowly ,

i dint concentrate during the stupid chinese paper 1

why? cos some bloody person made me super angry.

i wont say who. i was like trying to calm down .

but i could not.i cant stand it okay ,

its getting more annoying each day .

if u dun wan me to know something that im not supposed to freaking know . den dun bloody tell

me in the first place la....

sometimes i wished nothing of any sort happened in the first place

but i cant go back in time to change that fact can i?

i cant be bothered alr .

i wan to slp goodnite.

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

I just want a normal life. says:
I DEMAND you post again

I just want a normal life. says:
And say

I just want a normal life. says:
whee whee i am happy

I just want a normal life. says:
or something along those lines.

epitome of unglamness♥ says:
lol hhhahahs okay

hhahhahs okay zy heres wad u wan me to say!
lol

today sucked

i so think i am jinx , its so true ...

everywhere i go

something is bound to happen.

i cant stand it anymore .

maybe its me.

all my fault.

goodbye world.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

maybe its me.

i just realised...

im jinx

dun go out with me...

two days in a row liao .... got trouble...

first was the brighid guy

second is this grp of potential lians...

den wad tmr ? gang fight isit?

i just realised ... toapayoh isnt as safe as i thought it was..

and zhongxi im not a pai kia ....

hhahahs ....and zy stop runningggggg away .... lol hahhahas

mmm who else ...

eliza , nvm ...

anyway....i cant stand it , i did not do anything and then ppl stare stare stare ..

staring fun meh .

i hate miss ng.

she sucks ... look okay miss ng if ur even readin this .

u dun have the right to seprate georgina and me .

u have no right to make us sit away fm each other .

u have absolutely no right to scold me .

cos i said so .

we dint do anything , and wad u do? u scold us . wads ur problem .

u dint even see wad happened can!

we dint do anything at all , NOTHING AT ALL

we werent talking.

i dun regret shouting at u . i dun at all ... cos im not at fault . ur the one

whos wrong .. i think ur such a paedophile

u like guys of all ages right ? huh?

even ur students also wan to go after ... so despo for wad?

ihateyou

u hear that

i say louder let u hear

I HATE YOU

wad did we do?

why u hate us so much ?

u dun scold the boys ..

u dun seperate them...

why?

u hate females isit?

dun forget okay

ur a female too

stop sidin the boys cos its not gonna work .

too bad.

if u think u can continue with wad ur doing

ur wrong.

i will

and i said I WILL

complain .

u think u can bully me den ur wrong.

so long sUCKER

IM NOT CALLED JOEY