i hate today .
i hate today .
i hate today .
I HATE TODAY .
i hate today ...
if anything happens to any of us ... u die ... watch out i tell u ... watch out ....

♥ Trust me. you are hawttter than i thought. [: says:
talk to you son <----- im not ur son steph
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bye
epitome of unglamness♥ says:
bye
epitome of unglamness♥ says:
im not ur son

i lazy to post

MAYO AND RICE IS SUPER UBER NICE ! I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT ! OMG EVERYONE !! TRY IT MAN!! SOOOOO YUMMYYYYY

look ppl if u shit , u flush ... dun make me go after u to flush it down for u cos this is the result of me helping you ... FLUSH YOUR OWN SHIT PLEASE

i hate today i hate today i hate today ... huh!
stupid boys ... take picture very fun meh?
take take take ....
my mummy scolded me cos i told her wad happened ... i so sad can...
mummys not supposed to scold me .. shes supposed to scold them! i so angry ....




i dun wan post anymore ...
anyway i think eliza is getting cuter and cuter each day !
and annecy basts her music super loud
and and and claudias laughter is gettin louder

today today today ... i kinda cried in sch cos i bended my injured thumb backwards..... pain can ....


sitting by the window ,
staring into the past
with tears in my eyes
to the day that never dies

gosh today was crazy .. we had 5 periods of maths today .... i think my head will burst .. den it h appened ... lunched at kfc ... while opening a packet of chilli thingy ... i injured my hand... it was so pain can. i almost cried okay .. altho i dint show it .. anyway had a fun time in ec macs! lol a hhas got LOLLIPOP! lol haha anyway i went to the doctor he rub my hand at first he rub like nothin lildat den all of a sudden he pull so hard can!i almost screamed la ... but i coulden , noth ing came out... now i cant even hold a pen and eliza is laughing at me... huh! den ! i cant type no more good bye!

yesterday-went for tution , study with siti annecy and ELIZAAA ,library to talk [ funny place to go to], went hm , went out to eat ... yes this is where it all begins ...this chao ahlian walksin with her bro and parents .. later i go toliet she dao me .. walded out of toliet she also dao me ... so i dao her back la .. why ? so free dao me ar? i also veh free dao ppl one .. anyway so yeah this is wad happened..thats all ... besides the other things that happened
yes so i watched happy feet yesterday at my aunts house ....
blah blah blah

i drew this cos i was bored ... in mrs WINGS class

look okay ... if u think ur damn bloody pretty and u can get ur mum to go all the way to the tution centre to complain to the teacher den go ahead ! my mum can do the same ..! well my mum can do wad ur mum do .. u can complain all u wan u noe.. wads ur problem? did u look in the mirror this morning? oh my u look like shit! opps i dint mean to say that but too bad yo ... dun think we so bo liao go take ur pictures ... i mean like ... why on earth would i take ur pics! make us sound like some horny lesbians going after you... for goodness sake ... and please if u have nothing better to do dun go ard just tryin to start a conversation with a guy and go complain and say EHH THEY SAY YOU DISGUSTING LEHH .. if u like it .. all i have to say to u is .. get A FREAKIN LIFE ! if i wan to take pictures right i wont even take yrs pls la .. look in the mirror .. ur so bitchy ! omg ... argh

GET A LIFE

look okay ... if u think ur damn bloody pretty and u can get ur mum to go all the way to the tution centre to complain to the teacher den go ahead ! my mum can do the same ..! well my mum can do wad ur mum do .. u can complain all u wan u noe.. wads ur problem? did u look in the mirror this morning? oh my u look like shit! opps i dint mean to say that but too bad yo ... dun think we so bo liao go take ur pictures ... i mean like ... why on earth would i take ur pics! make us sound like some horny lesbians going after you... for goodness sake ... and please if u have nothing better to do dun go ard just tryin to start a conversation with a guy and go complain and say EHH THEY SAY YOU DISGUSTING LEHH .. if u like it .. all i have to say to u is .. get A FREAKIN LIFE ! if i wan to take pictures right i wont even take yrs pls la .. look in the mirror .. ur so bitchy ! omg ... argh

GET A LIFE

to those bloody people that say im naive please!
wads yr problem man .. look if u bloody dun like someone u dun bloody go ard telling ppl that u bloody hate her or shes a bloody liar ... if u dun bloody like her den dun bloody go ard telling ppl not to bloody like her .. common ... who on earth does not have a bloody heart ... huh? wads u bloody problem ! everyone will get hurt sometimes.. not that im sidin stephaine is just that dun u think ur unreasonable ? even if u dun like her u dun have to rub it in okay ? and im not naive ... common .... arent ur heart LESS too? hahas look at ur self .. wad are u doing? ur bringin someone down like that ... yes u can hate her all u want no ones stoppin u right? but by tellin EVERYONE .. dosent that make u heart LESS person too? HAHA why dun u say ur heartless ... why? ohh maybe u dun have the heart to to think abt it? huh? lets see im so heartless sayin all this ... but its a fact inst it? face it . WOAH I AM A HEARTLESS PERSON .. LAUGH WITH ME HEARTLESS WORLD

today was fun! lol after sch , went hm bathe abd headed to ec macs to study ... turns out i only did abit of work ..yeah so we talk talk talk den clare threw this dolly thingy at us and all ... so no one dared to throw it away cos they said you throw it away it will come back to find u in the night .... haha but i still threw it away ... yeah so den clare left with her bf den alex came ... i think guys like askin stupid questions like lee kian sing .... lol anyway so after that me and annecy tied our hair in all funny ways ...so my hair got five ponytails ... hahas and i walked ard tp like that go tution AND walked home lol now i still haven taken it out yet ... lol... soooo tp was boring today , no lollipops!lol ahhas but in the end we saw two damn cute ones lol hahas okay yeah im bored ... and SCREWED ... i haven found a recipe for the bloody home econs ... im so dead ... omg .... argh ....yea and my slipers are giving my blisters ....yes so anyway .....i have oral tmr... i think oily face is so annoying .... she thinks by puttin me with gina is not gonna prevent us fm talkin den shes rong!hahas she so kenasai well any way .... i wan to go bathe liao .... goodbye

im so sorry i hurt you .. even if u dun wan me to apologise .. i feel that i have to ...im so sorry ... i really do want you to be happy too...











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today 2.4 like shit ... so tiring ... we were allowed to listen to music and run at the same time so ..it was okay la ... but i think i failed .. lol hahas.. so after 2.4 me siti , gina and vic went to the toliet.. my hair was like shit after the run so i decided to wash my hair in the basin ..den use my extra pe tee to dry my hair .. lol i looked like a msd woman but who cares .. as long as my hairs alrite ... i dun give a shit... hahas ... yeah after washin hair and all me and gina rush back for tution we were like one hour late or something lol .. anyway kiansing wanted rootbeer so i bought two bottles den go to class ....i should have shook the bottle violently b4 handin itto him... lol.. but in the end he own self go shake .. stupid...in the end he dint dare open it and he was lickin the outside of the bottle lol ..so i opened the bottle and it spilled on me ...i went to clean on him .. he was yelling and dunno doin wad ... lol yeah to cut the long and stupid story short he walked into the wall lol....okay so we parted ways ... me siti and gina ... den we had lunch and we started talking abt our selves went we were in p4 and p5 .... lol i still rmb the part where me gina and sukjee were playing hide and seek den sukjee was locked in ginas room .... den me and gina went to hide ...after awhile we heared sukjee screamin and crying ... so we tried opening the door ...in the end , i wen to the kitchem to get a kinfe to open tyhe door wen i got back, i saw the door open and georgina sittin on the floor grabbing her feet ...gina actually kicked the door open i dunno how she did it but ... until now her door has no lock lol.... hahas.. so yeah i was abt to leave ginas house wen ti found out my shoes were wetter den ever i had to squeeze out the water fm my sock before even wearin it la...lol ahhas


okay i shall stop here lol ... exams comming .,..i considering not to use the comp.... should i?

im sorry ab wad im gonna do ... but i think this has to stop before u get hurt ... ur such a good fren .. i shoulden do this but im sorry ...ur so nice to me and all but i sld let u know .... im so sorry ... why do u have to be so nice to me? it makes me feel guilty ....when i think of u ... i stress on wad to tell u ... i dint wanna hurt u ..... cos like ur such a great fren .. u understand me .. u GIVE IN to me ... u nvr get angry even if im angry ..... thnak you for being such a great fren .... ur like a part of my live ... just like every single one of my frens .. and i cant bare to see them get hurt or anything ... i dun noe ...

SHE-wen i look at u ... u give me that look .... sometimes i wonder .. why u have changed so much ... i have nvr seen u like that before .... maybe ix me ... wads wrong with u man ... ur words are like so sarcastic even wen ur talking to someone else .. i feel ur words indirectly pointing towards me like a dagger.... sometimes i wonder if i sld just stop trying to talk to u or even look at u ... but can i ? no .... maybe ix me ...ix all me ... i dunno no one cares ..i dont care either ... u can continue hating me ... i dun giva shit ....



today was fun ... but i cant stop getting these two problems off my mind.... well more of the first problem .... everytime i think of my phone ... it links all the way ...nvm ....
ix been the whole day ..... i think i made up my mind...

sometimes i feel the i sld give up... i wonder if u care... i noe u hate me .....

sch - 1.35
go home
tution 4.30-6.30
go popular
tution 8-9.30
the whole day i feel like crap my head is damn pain .. i wanna cry



you made me think ...
think real hard ...
now i know .. at least i know..

MATHS IM DONE WITH IT! FINALLY ! I UNDERSTAND ALGEBRA IN CLASS ! now i know why its so important to listen in class if u dint listen u wont understand a damn thing ...anyway i shall use a different colour other den red if not some ppl say i emo again...
well how do u define emo? over-excitable: given to excessive displays of emotion


ex·ces·sive : more than is acceptable: beyond what is considered acceptable, proper, usual, or necessary

to be continued tmr

byyeee im off to find elizas pic ... i think i have one lyinf ard in my house!! hhaaas

I REALLY MEAN IT! IM NOT EMO!

look ppl im not emo okay ... please ... STOP BLOODY CALLING ME EMO!













i dun like being called emo cos im not and i noe it so stop that okay ... argh ...
okay so today went to macs to study ... did like five excerises of the dunno wad english book my
mummy bought me ... den
finished studyin den walked hm ... i like walik hm i think ... at least i am in control of how long i want to take to go hm .. unlike the bus ... u take it reach home so soon .... crap i dunno wad im talking ... argh ... i have yet to finish last weeks maths hmwk and i cant be bothered ... miss M dosent really care either ... haiz n im gonna learn it during tution this week so yeah ... i shall wait ...
i smell trouble ... my mum wans me to join chinese tution ... either thursday or sat ... i alr have tution on thursdays so if i do go for chinese i think im gonna fall flat on the ground and die ..... i think im too stressed out man ... and ... SATURDAY! i dun wanna burn my saturday! im supposed to relax! but i have english tution on saturdays! argh ... i dun wannnnnnnnn CHINESE TUTION!

one christmas , after dinner mag was playing with her dad .. after awhile , dad asked mag .. mag did u have enough to eat? did u eat grandmas pie? .. mag replyed : yes daddy .. common! lets dance! like every christmas ! we used to dance all night long! ... as she said those words , her dad felt a sudden spark ... after his wifes death , they had stopped .. life was different .....soon he picked mag up and started dancing... as they danced reletives came ..... many years down the road , her dad wondered wad he could do abt the tight skirts and the piercings... when he was supposed to talk and when to keep quite .. but mag knew ... when to talk ? NEVER ... when to keep quite? ALWAYS .. one christmas , mag wanted to spent the night at her boyfriends house .. of cos ... daddy dint allow .. mag was furious .. but she sat there just playing with garndmas pie...daddy decided to asked her for a dance as usual .. but as soon as he asked , the reletives flooded the house ... mag blew her top and ran out... the next few days she went missing... the ppl who last saw her said she was at the bus stop , bought a one way ticket and left with her bf .... reaching the destination , they stayed at the stop the guys cousin was working at .... they were on top of the world .... livin each day as it passed .... one day , they were told they could not stay there any longer , at the same time her bf turned to mag and told her it was over between them ... mag was confused .... blah blah blah ... i dun wan continue liao la .. waste my time only... i heard this story in church on good friday .... the story that made me cry ..... it was the endin part that was touchin ,.... but im not gonna post abt it ...
this story had set me thinking...that family is important and they will alwasy be there no matter wad... but im not sure abt that myself...
SHE-she hurts me with words everyday ...she dosen even noe .. why? cos ur too full of urself ... i keep givin in to u time and time again .. but thats all u noe how to do. hurt me! with the words u say ... u dun really care do u ... altho after all the things u say i dun get really mad and u and all but it hurts u noe ... it hurts badly .. just that u dun noe how i feel .... yes i admit some times im at fault too but i nvr used hurting words to describe wad i felt and wad more ! say it to ur face! do u care? no u dont.... if i were younger , i woulden mind why? cos i would br inmature and dumb ....i coulden care less ... just forget wad u said! but am i ? no im already 14 i listen to every single word u throw at me! u are younger den me mind u ... even so ur words hurt me as much ... cos ur a part of my family.. not some stranger or wad u noe? or not? u seem like u dun care at all ... ix okay .... i will get over it ... no point fighting with u all day just to hear u throwing words at me ... yes ! why dont every one call me a piece of shit ! huh ! u can do the same just like ur dad ! i dun care !!
theres nothing you can do to change wad u said cos i dun really care anymore

omg! i broke record!! hahas i nvr go online for a day ! hahas okay so yesterday i went to bugis and i wanted that baggg argh!! but i dint get it in the end! no fair! hahas so i went to church after that ... went to a different one .. the one i attened wen i was a kid ... it was nice kinda cool ... then in the end the pastor told a damn sad story ...i cried la ... i was tryin to hide dun let my parents see but i think they did ... altho they did say anything ... hahas anyway after th service we were walkin to the car den these two ang mors half naked walked past me ... den i laughed n thay said something ... dumb! ahahahas okay so today! ahhh okay soooo i went for tution ... turns out someone beat KS to the SEE-WHO-COME LATER-FOR-TUTION game .... hahas favian on the other hand came at 11+ hah! tution endin liao still come for wad lol hahas waste time ar... anyway after that we went to have lunch ... usin all the money we had ... we were broke so had to call eliza back all the way to buy colour paper ! sorry elizaa!!! hahas yeah so after dat we did the chang e' and all ... dint go for the run cos it was raining!! so wen we abt to leave , we realised we were the only ones left in sch ... not one single soul ard la please !
den we tried gettin out of sch but! the stair case was locked up so we were like goin to every different stairs but all locke up ... and there was like five of us? in one big sch all alone? hhaahahs the guard oso chao liao lo ...den den den finally we found a way down! we were talikin abt the wad ifs .. wad if u dun get out ... do we have to spent the night in sch? hahas so yeah.... ix like wad the second time i thought i was gonna get stuck in sch ? first was with marie and susu .. and today ... hahas so retarted .... okay okay okay sooo .... i dunno wad happens next ohh! back to the post i rushed home and bathe again! hahas i noe SOME ppl have a thing against me bathing so much a day ! yeah bla bla bla ... i wan go read blogs le la .... byeeee

tution! hahas ... ahhhh omg ... i was doing my work and blasting music , den all of a sudden my fone slipped off the chair and i coulden hear myself so i screamed , or shouted rather .. so malu everyone turned to look at me .. im so sorry ppl ! i dint mean it! and jeremeys face turned red i dunno why but he started laughing hahas ... den it was his turn to drop his phone ! hahas i think tution is damn fun ... im so sorry mrs phua i dint mean to shout ! im so so sorry !!!!! hahas i notice something... everytime after tution wen i take the bus home ... the ppl on the bus are sure to stare at me ... i mean like stare wad stare ! so nice to stare meh? and some are freaky ... they look at u den wen u notice and stare back they continue staring ... freaky ...i dun like... especially those old women ... and that old woman who is forever taking the same bus as me ... she whack my ass the other time cos i was not sittin down ... den she extra extra whack my ass with dunno wad and speak in broken english ... SIT DOWN SIT DOWN! like asking dog sit down lildat ...
okay goodnite ! im tired...
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today!suzanne so crazy! she came to sci class at the lab and she suddenly say ' i think i wore my underwear the wrong way ' i was like okay .. i dint need to know that ...hahas den ! she proceeded to telling me that she need to force out the shit the other day ... suzanne are u okay ?? i dun think u are... lol hahas anyway MRS Y was quiet nice to me and naji today .... dunno why oso she was like askin us how to work the radioblog .. den she asked if the radioblog playe music den why inst there music comming out ... we were like err cos we haven even pressed the button? lol hahas ... well well well i think maths was sucky today dint understand a thing . why? cos the relief teacher sucked she just dun understand that we have not even learned the basic inverse thingy ... den she go teach the difficult one ... u noe wan somethin like that happens my mind completly shuts itself off .. i mean like OFF !! argh ....
ohhwells i have tution later ! yay! can ask mrs phua how to do . so dun need to listen in sch! hahas ohh den denden
me , eliza , marie , annecy , marion , claudia went to ec macs ... after buyin food and all there was like these two gals a one small boy they go play all the cheena cheena chinese music over theier phone ... and ohmygoodness la there wernt even listenin to it .. there were like talking .. for goodness sake i mean like u dun listen den u dun play la .. was time and pollute my ears only ... haiz ...and ppl I AM NOT A CHAO AH LIAN!! :(



















at least now i know that those words were from the bottom of your heart ,
i just dint wan anything to happen ..but i at least now i noe wad u think .
maybe ix all my fault . i never treated it like a bloody game ... yes i admit ix my fault .. but bloody game?
i never treated it like a bloody game ... forget it ...think wad you like

I gu
ess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
i gtg now.so i see you tmr ya?

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
and do turn off the tap

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
ur wasting water

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lol

I guess I'm guessing that you'll be there for me in the end says:
BYE!!!!!!!!!

you made me fall in love with you all over again[paperlove]♥ says:
hahas

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byeeee

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I TAGGED UR BLOG ANYWAYS..

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piece of shit piece of shit .. early in the morning when im happy and all before goin to sch ... u called me a piece of shit .. ix okay u noe really .. if u feel better calling me a piece of shit just like yr father im fine with it ... ix okay u noe .. yall can just hurt me like that i DONT CARE ANYMORE... if it was others who call me a piece of shit i woulden care much but my family? it hurts u noe .. my familys supposed to make me feel happy and loved not feel like a piece of shit .. it totally spoiled my day .. argh ...nvm ... okay so during chinese we were all like rushing to help finish elizas art lol ... the outcome was quite nice considering the tiime taken to finish it .. OHH ELIZA WANTS TO LIVE ON THE MOON hahas MATHS
miss M dint come today so we were suppoed to have combined class with the first half .... sometimes i wonder why they split us up ... they are forever saying two eight this two eight that ... two eight is last express .. i dun care wad two eight did last year ... blah blah blah ... i meant like wad DID we do last yr?? i dun think we did anything!! haiz anyway back to the story we went back to class and anna was talkin to us den she suddenly said something random
ANNA: i feel like humping the chair
ZOEY AND ANNECY LOOKS AT EACH OTHER AND SMILES
ANNA: but it will be like f****** a pencil ...
-the rest i will not say-
anna i think ur damn funny!! :)
hahas man i cant type properly i burnt my hand while cooking the thingy ... painn!!!

EGGYY~~!~~!!!!~!~!

PFT=annoying
2.4=i will die soon
anyway ...... i have some thing to say PP.. altho we arent close.... i think that u have changed alot not only me ix every one ard you .. ur like trying to fit in so much ur like leaving ur true frens out ... ever since that incident last year i dint really talk to u any more .. but still i treated u as a fren ... altho it dosent bother me much if u changed cos we arent that close but have u thought abt the others that are ard u who actually cares GG??? do u noe how they feel ?? have u given it a thought? i bet u dint .. but look ard u ... are u looking? u feel on top if the world .. u think that this is the happiest point of ur life .. but once u fall ur gonna get hurt badly ... ur frens dun wanna see u like that .. especially the ones who really treasure u .. have u thought abt her feelings? she cares abt u as a close fren .... but do u noe?? i guess u might even have taken her for granted .. im saying all this for my really really good fren and all those whom think the same way ....





SO SO SO SO SO !! okay happy happy !! lol
hahhas
im so bored i finished one chapter on history liao . hah! im so happy! hahas geography left one more chapter den i done! hahas but my maths i think im so screwed i dun noe wad the heck ms M said for the whole of the previous chapter ... man i scared i fail ... i cant fail man ... if not i really am a piece of shit like wad my dad called me ... u noe... that chinese passage that lao shi read to us today made me think ... i thought real hard .. maybe my dad has a softer side ... and i should not be so prejudiced against him .... i dunno la .... im sorry man ... i really am ... i so confused now i dun noe wad to do .... ohh ! EGGY !
hahas
hydrochloric acid + quail egg = EGGY!! AHHHH
lol hhaas
pics of eggy will be posted soon lol
hahas bye ppl theres nth much today except some shit stuff i rather forget ...

thanks for making my boring day so funny!!





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You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.

You are a rather inhibited sort of person. This could be the result of your upbringing or of your schooling, whatever. You are able to obtain satisfaction from various forms of physical or emotional activity but all in all you are inclined to be emotionally withdrawn. As a consequence of this you find it difficult to sustain any deep involvement.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.






well i wonder if ix really reall..... lol hhhaahas
i think the logic part is so not true ... i think im dumb