Monday, December 31, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR!: D
i feel much better crying over the phone with georgina ytdthanks yeah ?haha at least i finally got everything out AT 12 MIDNIGHT i feel better , by a lil bit . yupps , alot of things haven been happening lately and im very stressed like seriously stressedi cant do anything right anymore.please .someone help me .goodbye
Sunday, December 30, 2007
i had chinese tuition yesterday,
and lao shi said said something to me that really hit me hard.
she said , " why ? why must the the correction tape , and correction fluid be made?! it only teaches people how to make mistakes , cause they think that its not important that if we make mistakes , cause we can easily delete or tape it out of the paper we are writing on . But in real life, mistakes are mistakes , there are alot of things that cant be changed . not now . not forever."
i think she is right .
maybe i DID make mistakes
but its too late to turn back now ...
goodbye
Saturday, December 29, 2007
yeah . my heart still feels empty .
and it sucks ,
ohhwell.... hmmm i dont feel good too... haven eaten anything solid , for ? i dunno ... cant rmb as well . i dont feel like eating anymore..
i dont feel like doing anything anymore
i wake up , wondering if its real.
wondering if the tears that i cried are real...
im not awake anymore.
goodbye
Friday, December 28, 2007
my heart cant take this anymore..
my heart is fucking empty.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
i hate this world
i wanna die
why cant someone come along and kill me?
and take awaya the pain u've inflicted
i cant take it anymore
maybe i shall die
maybe i should
goodbye world
goodbye annecy
goodbye eliza
goodbye gina
goodbye siti
goodbye marion
goodbye gillian
goodbye claud
goodbye everyone
to that special someone
if ur reading this
i loved you with all
my heart .
but i dint have a chance to say that again
so im telling u now
iloved you..
goodbye
Thursday, December 20, 2007
hello .im feeling emo right now.hmmm as i was looking at my friendster photosi saw the one with me ,annecy ,claud, marion and gillian in it.then it finaly hit me that ITS gonna happen soon.we arent gonna be together anymore .its gonna be very diferent with out them .no one to scream and laugh beside me, no one to be retarded with in class ... then theres eliza , no one to hold hands with LOLthen annecy , no one to throw wantons all around ,no claudia to scream and yell and LAUGH when we are in class no more steph to 'IRRITATE' LOL (Thats according to her) me in classno more marie making fun of me .no making gillian's face turn RED .no more marion with all her funny crazy hyper movements.no more mrs yousoff talking and taking my mirror away in class .okay i feel emo enough if any of yall are reading this yoI WILL MISS YOUlol hahaa kk byebye
Monday, December 17, 2007
sometimes i wonder if this is a mistake at all.i nvr , ever say anything . so u wont get angry or anything. i say something wrong also u get angry , if ur reading this , im sorry .it is my fault isnt it? everything also i do wrong . there are so many things i dun even say . maybe it is my fault . me not studying hard enough , me being grounded . everything is my faultmaybe trying hard isnt gonna work , the way i thought it would , maybe things arnt gonna work out after all ...i dunno wad the fuck is wrong . i fucking hell hate this fucking shiti dunno wad to do anymorewhy dont you tell me? it kinda hurts alot okay ....as in seriously ..i cant blog anymorei need to die or smth ...anyways dun msg me peeps i offed my phone anything call my housei dun wan use my phone anymoreits killing me slowly
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
1. Three Names You Go By:
;zoey,zozo,weewee
2. What Are You Wearing Right
Now?
; black tee , black fbt
You must answer every question
truthfully(:
1. Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
; is it even counted?
2. Have you ever been given roses?
; yupp:)
3. What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
; no idea
4. How many times have you honestly
been in love?
; dunno
5. Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?
; haha if i did , i think i screwed it up alr
6. Whats your current problem?
; my parents
7. Have you ever had your heart
broken?
; yeah . and it hurt . real bad .
8. Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
; i dont like the idea
9 . Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
; ehh
10. Do you believe in love?
; i guess
11. How many kids do you want to have?
; er? im only 14 -.-
12 . What is your favorite color(s)?
; black,red&&darkish colours.
13. Do you believe you truly love
only once?
; nahh
14. Imagine you're 69 & your spouse
just died, would you get re-married?
; i rather die single den::DD
15. At what age did you start noticing
the opposite sex?
; ohhmy , when i was a kid:D hehe
16 What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
; eternal flames: )
17 Do you know someone who likes
you?
; i think?
18 Do you like anyone?
; like?
19. Do you believe in second chances?
; depends
20. Are you in love with someone right
now?
yeah?
im bored
Friday, December 7, 2007
hello! hahah
okay hmmm where to start?
yeah tuition..
maths tuition was boring only me and my sis
cant stand it sometimes , but at least it kills time .
as i was doing my maths , a super weird thought hit me ..
my uncle started talkin abt wad we would do when i was a kid , playing with them and stuff.
i started to think that when i was a kid i was super pampered . i got everything i wanted ,
cause i was the first kid in the family . i got my way . then it happened . i used to have all ! the attention fm my god parents . like seriously every single bit of their spare time was mine .. den one chinese new yr eve , they brought a baby home . at first , i thought why not? its gonna be fun ! den i realised that they wont have time for me ever again if they kept that baby . i did not like her at all i guess...
haha well well
finally i realised i dint need that much attention , and i finally realised that actually its better if u love someone with all yr heart , cause thats all u need .
ahhwell end of the story yo
my godparents adopted her
hahah
uh huh
okay random post
but that was the thing that was buggin me the whole day
hahah
yeahhhh
ohhyeah
this is for the world to noe
WZY WANTS TO BE A ROCK STAR
Thursday, December 6, 2007
ok
wzy
thats to u
i have to blog
and this is stupid la i cant tupe properly with my nails okay
!
stupid
okay why am i posting?
BECAUSE some
PEOPLE force me to
if not 'person' will not take a picture of 'himself'
argh
wzy this pic better be gd okay
dun come tell me u can find uur cam
if not i kill u ahh
okay i tell you ......
better take picture of that chain thing too !
hahha okok
so today
went back to ec finally
kinda
miss that place manz
its been quite long actually
haaha den went to the arcade
and stuff uh huh
tmr i have to go study
den i have tuition
uh huh
thats my stupid life manz
its a waste of time
and its super boring
okay i blog enough alr?
hahah maybe a bit more later
wzy complain againnnn
annecy! omg if im not wrong ur back tmr???
i wan u faster come back !
i neeedddd to tell u something laaa
and i8 thinik i got the wrong number yo
crapp
okay
im done
byebye
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
wong zhen yang
heres ur post !
LOL AHHAHA
happy???
lol hahahahha make me post for no reason
lol
kk byebye
'
this is a waste of time