"Don't get caught up in yourself, he's mine now.!" with these words said she turned her back to leave.it felt like our hearts that used to beat as one had broken into two.i could hear my heart shattering , i had trusted her too much... too much perhaps .at that very moment i wanted to break down and cry . my word was left with nothing at all . she had taken away everything that i had lived for .
as i see them cuddle up together at the corner , i cried bitter tears as i remember that fateful day , he was the one i trusted and maybe even loved , she was the one i confided in . she knew i loved him . she knew he meant the whole world to me , but was it enough? they cheated behind my back . as i watch on helplessly , i unconciously sank deeper and deeper into a negative world of my own .
as i retreated into my small enclosed room, i began to let my self sink into the hurt and sorrows.i lay back on my bed and let the tears flow . tears imedieatly sprung up into my eyes , i felt so hurt . deep within i blamed no one but myself , i should not have trusted them so much , i could not bare the thought of my dearest friend betraying me ....it was too much for me to take as i cried , unpleasent memories flooded thtough my mind ... i was so lost . my parents were divorced , my mother had to work day and night to support this broken family . she did not have time for me , naturally i would turn to mandy to confide my sorrows and pain ...but now was it possible?it will never be the same again . no one cares for me , my mother must hate me alot for bringing her so much trouble ... i decided to end my life . i took a blade and slashed across my wrist . a string of pearl like tears flowed down my cheeks . the blood flowed down my wrist all the way to my fingertips , crawling down my icy cold skin like a stream filled with fury...
this love was killing me , as the first drop of blood hit the cold and misarable ground and stained it, my mother barged in . as i looked at her , i saw her tearstained face , it was only then i saw true love . a kind of love that was undiscribably . i cried as my mother held me tightly in her warm and loving arms , i realised that i had been foolish, i had let my mother down .. i gathered up all the strength i had left and said the words that came straight from my herat .......im sorry mummy...
















okay this is the thingy i owe u zhen yang
if got typo not my fault cos im not supposed to use this comp
bye!!