i just realised that nowdays every single time i go out with eunice or amanda i would most likely to go home my self...just like yesterday ...i had to take the damned mrt by myself back to toapoyoh argh....i hate being alone ..... i feel so ... alone..... oh but i wasent tat bad yesterday ...had alot fun i guess .... yeah.... ohhh n i bought i bottle of perfume-yy
thingy fm kiddy palace... smells nice... haiz... i think im going mad .....really.. i thimk im loosing it...i cant feel....i think im loosing my feelings..i just dun feel anymore...i dunno wad i
cant feel but i just dun feel ... no feelings ....nothing.... i DUN BLOODY FEEL ... ARGH... I DUN EVEN NOE WAD I FEEL FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE...
omg i think im going crazy ..... shit man .... arghhhh.......okay i think im going mad.... is that a feeling? is going mad counted as a feeling?? omg .....if it is .. dat means i still feel ... but den again i dun feel ... for anything omg...is it or is it not a feeling??
ohh shit i feel like eating ice cream all of a sudden ... ehh wait i do feel ... argh.....













pls do not read wad u have just read
it is just a load of crap n rubbish....
im off to find ice cream nw ....bye
and ohh i thinkk i hate butterflies even more nw......