you noe , sometimes i ask myself .. why do i love my mum so much? why do i respect her more then my dad? well ix because she understands me ... she believes me....i really appricate that mummy ... thank you ... my dad thinks i smoke .... like wad the heck ... im so pissed man .... he doubts me .... how can he ...im his daughter ... he said i dont feel anything he says i wont rmb wad he says once he finish telling me ... i hate it u noe.... i have feeling one okay im just keeping all my feelings inside of me so that at lest no one sees me in crying to my self in the night wen every one is asleep rite??? on one cares u noe.... everyday i pretend to be happy n every thing.... but it has been so many mths i cry myself to slp ...reason why?? cos my dad dont believe me... well thank you dad ... thank you very much for not believing me ... THANKS ! i really mean it .. well at least i noe mummy believes ... and thats enough for me ... i dont need to noe anything else ... thank u mummy i love u so much... my dad thinks i will run away .... he insisted to fetch me all the way to tution ... den after tution i usually go hm myself... den he wanted to fetch me ... butden later he called n ask me to go hm myself ... he asked me to walk hm ... which he nvr did b4 .. because ix too quiet ... wen he said that i knew he was following me... so i walked by the super quiet way n let him follow ... sometimes i wonder if he noes wad hes doing .... he dosent trust me ... i bet he thinks i will run away .... hah! im not that stupid... run away for wad?? siao ar... no one in the right mind will do it...
i dun wan to say anymore i wan to cry ... bye ppl

this post is dedicated to my mum... i hope one day you will see this... i love you mummy!!!