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Sunday, June 24, 2007
its been a long time since i posted in this blog
so here i am to post again!
ok this is reallly getting more and more screwed up
my bloody frenster got suspended , i tell u i will , i swear i will , kill that
bloody fag who suspened it. its stupid , and i hate it .
these few months , so much things has been happening ... stuff , stuff and more stuff
schools re-opening tmr . i haven finished EVERYTHING this is so stuipd ... i cant be bothered to do anything anymore... its like wads the use?
i feel that as we grow older , we become more aware of time .
like time past really fast .
this holiday ? its too fast , too fast to be true ..
one month just came and went just like that . it makes me wonder when i might just die or something
or wad im gonna do when i really die...
shit im feeling ____ again
i dunno why ... ok so nvm .. sometimes, i really just like posting in my combined blog
rather than this blog ... the email:charmingdarkness@hotmail.com
makes me think of my bloody suspended frenster ...i hate it , i really do
stupid frenster , its so screwed up .
i feel so angry , i feel like cutting my hair off.
cut like siti's length lildat ...
i hate it ok . im so angry .
im not supposed to be!
im gonna start living my life differently fm tmr onwards
im gonna really work hard for this year , i have to .
im not born smart . i wish i was.
i dun wan my aunties and uncles to compare me with my cousins anymore .
i may not be as good as them in my studies , yes i admit .yes i dun wanna go to jc , YES i admit
yes i dun listen to chinese songs YES i admit . but why ?
why cant i be who i like ? why do they have to keep comparing ? i hate it ok
yeah im the oldest , and i hate being the oldest . why ?
cos THEY think im supposed to set an example . hah! example my foot
wad example u wan me to set?huh?yeah so wad i cant do well ?
so wad?so wad if i can only do stupid arty stuff? so wad?
so wad if im gonna be at this height forever? so wad if im shorter?
so wad? so wad if im not as smart as ur daughter?
so wad if she gets all the branded stuff and i dont? so wad if she has a new handphone?
so wad?
i dun care u noe, actually i do . if not i wont be typing all these .
im gonna be happy yo.
i wont care no more .
huh!
so anyway , im bored ,
my phone exceeded 1000 msges again
i think i will be screwed . i still have a week left
i hate it.
i feel like eating ice cream ..
i wan i wan i wan i wan
RANDOMNESS
i shall start saving , i alr have twenty bucks , so thats settled
ok
i get five a day , more or less .
i wont eat recess . so that leaves me with still five?
ok good . lunch , i will spend erm , two dollars a max
so i save three
i still need twenty . so
i have to save for about a week ?
hmm i hope i can do it ....
so i can buy my contacts!
yay!
i shall get ....hmmmm blue ...
hahah i wanted purple , but gina says it would look weird
well wad can i say ? haha so i shall get blue ..
i dun care ! im not gonna care if my mum dun allow i wan it . and its finnal! haha
ok this is gonna be the longest post ...
my mums like annoyed with me now , for using the comp for too long .
i bet she will take the internet away again
ohhwells , goodbye den !