Friday, August 3, 2007

its too late to change now.
its too late for everything.
these few days,ive not been studying , ive not been
concentrating,ive not been doing anything right .
i dun feel like eating , i dun feel like doing anything .
at all . screw this life , i hate it.
the tears aint commin out .
claudia , i hope ur feeling better ,
please come back to sch soon ...
i beg you.... i need to talk to u ... really need to
CLAUDIA
please be alright .
today , was bad enough.
i dun wanna talk abt it.
i feel so stupid feeling this way .
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
red.red.red.red
thanks SOMEONE anyway.for everything.thank you for not asking anything at all
and just comforting me,
thank you so much...
people if i dun reply u ,
means im not really in the mood
and im sorry , i just need to cut myself off from everything else.
im just gonna draw somemore until my hands bleed...
the skin is alr peeling .
i dun care .
i dun feel anything anymore.
cause its just not right anymore.
...purple and black...
i like purple and black cause i like it
i think i shall go write a compo or something
it always helps
im just gonna stand in the shower of a long time
just thinking of
stuff.i need to cry ,goodbye.