Tuesday, November 6, 2007
im done for it yo its all gone .all of it. so wads gonna happen now?i think i might be droping to normal?haha laugh at that manzx . im so screwed , my bill has gone like over 100+++so like my dads gonna cut off my line .no more line for me yo. i gonna get prepaid. no free incomming or shit .i rather like die or something . ohhwells blame it on myself manz. i msg too much and shit .its really my fault isnt it? i think i screwed up . why the fk cant i be that stupid lil girl who listens to mommy and daddy and stay home EVERYDAY . yeah yeah as im typing this shit , my mums nagging abt me to have to change my lifestyle. i like it the way i am actually . wad do u wan me to do if im like that ? wad do u wan me to do if im really gonna drop to normal? u wan me go on my knees and beg the teachers t o let me get back to express? for wad? if i dun belong there , wad am i gonna do ?? its not like i dun wanna be in express ....argh ...i hate this shit manz i hate it so much i dun feel like doing anything anymore.maybe i should end everything , its not fair for someone.im sorry .......im so fked up right now i cant think straight ,my parents arent helping much . they're just nagging away , on how screwed i'll be if i drop to normal . how im gonna waste one more year . BUT WHAT THE F DO U WAN ME TO DO IF I REALLY AM DROPPING????i hate it ,ohh yeah if yall are reading this . dun msg or call my line no more .my dads gonna get it cutt.until further notices.i guess...arghhhh i noe its 'for my good' my parents are doing this . and i noe i should listen to them . they are my parents after all and i shoulden defy them . but i hate it . i hate it so much .i dun wanna be controlled.i dun wanna do anything anymore .i hate it i hate it i hate it .....asdjk;asd askdasd]asdasdasdsadsadafsdfsdfsdfsklfjwioerweuryseuifhcsdihfcsdifsdfsdfsdfsdfsdfgdgdfgARGH gooodbye